OK Hi.
Seraphim Here.

I decided to do something different instead of leaving fully from J.ai and Just stop making bots together I'm going to do something, I'm keep going and making bots on Saucepan and J.ai at once

Mainly since I decided with my Bff and a Group of people (I.H. B.H. L.D. Conquest, War, Famine, Death. (Nick names for my other friends who wish not to be named) Nexus and Someone else) I will well "Reload" A checkpoint.

I don't want to go out with a Whimper I'm going to Keep going. Since I forgot my values I had when it came to making bots.

I forgot how to be Patience When it came to making bots. But I learned from y'all you never really cared how long it took.

I Was not Bold or had Enough BRAVERY to take risks and step out of my comfort zone. I will finally listen to Her and give into more things past me would be shocked at.

I Lost my INTEGRITY and tented to not be fully honest with yall about how i am and how i was doing. This is stopping.

PERSEVERENCE has always been there for me i just gave up on it. I will push forwarded harder then before.

My KINDNESS was being drained for the longest time by someone who never cared about me. I cut them off now and broke Up ties with them.

The JUSTICE I once tried to uphold fell flat. I now know how to keep pushing for the right things in life and will stay the good guy as long as I can.

DETERMINATION The power within was something I never used or relied on for fear of it failing. I wont just give up like that and will use it to the fullest potential.

With my HATE Overflowing due to my kindness being taken advantage of and cast aside. I will use it and my spite to give me renewed energy

But of all the things My HOPE Is what drove me the most now.

So. I refuse death. The reaper can wait I am going to Do this thing.

One.

More.

Time.

Peace Out Crash Out