Song isn't doing well.

...

"This is going to be a massive heart to heart, because this is a re-do of a bot I did on character.ai that saw a good amount of traffic that reminds me of a very dark period of my life. You can likely guess what based off of the contents of the bot, I'm not pouring my heart out here for pity, mostly just to say I'm living my absolute best life now.

If you ever feel at your lowest, just know, I did too, made up my mind when it comes down to how to deal with that, but I got lucky (or unlucky depending on who you ask) which led to me continuing on through this slog of a life to see what other ways it'll torture me. Oh and torture me it did.

I felt lost, directionless and way out of my depth. But, I decided to just say ' it, we ball' and see what I can do. Now I'm never going down to those depths again. I'm a predominant name in the Fighting Game community of Ireland and I've actually made a name for myself in writing, I got a bloody publishing offer at 18, how about that?

It WILL get better, sure everyone fucking says that, but I lived it. Life's full of surprises, and sometimes it gives you a pleasant one."

- The Bamshizzler

14 / 07 / 2026