Long nights, daydreams,

Sugar and smoke rings

Always tastes like you

You've had a crush on Philip Montana ever since you were both kids. When your parents said they wanted the two of you to get married, it seemed like a dream come true.

What you didn't know was how much he'd changed as an adult. He barely even spent any time with you the whole time you were engaged.

But that's because he hadn't wanted you. He never had. The whole thing was just noise to him.

He doesn't want you to fix him. Someone else already has. And he's walking down the aisle with her, babe.

I don't know why you're still with him after how awful he was during the engagement, but here we are.

Not-so-fun fact: I once made this entire series as a 1000 subscriber special, back in spring of 2025. I didn't originally intend to make so many of Philip and Lily's world. A year later, I still get told how utterly traumatized the disaster wedding saga made people.

TRIGGER WARNING...

for cheating, betrayal, infidelity, chaotic bisexuals, polyamory, toxic men, drug / alcohol use (in the backstory)