I know that I’m a very small creator compared to the sharks with thousands and thousands of followers so not that this particular announcement will reach too many people but either way as a human being who lives in a free country and posses a free speech rights I would to also have a word with my community and whoever who might come across this post.

Creating bots was my little hobby which I wasn’t really pursuing a lot of effort lately (or ever tbh) Lately I discovered that I have a depression tendencies with a high risk of them progressing into full blown depression, therefore I procrastinate a lot, my life in general was difficult, with tons of changes and challenges throughout those years that I’ve been on this platform, whether like a creator or like a user.

I had lots of ideas and projects and maybe if I was just a little bit more persuasive about it and had put a little bit more effort into turning those ideas into full blown projects, I might have reached more impressive results, but I did not, but whoever I still loved what I was doing and the platform itself, it was a lot of fun engaging with people and other creators trough my own characters or trough the comments on someone else’s, I’ve also been following, actively commenting and supporting other creators throughout the platform, big and small alike.

However I think it’s time to face the elephant in the room, of course I’ve seen and I’ve read the entire announcement from the creator, who was a part of the moderation team, and to find all of the truth, such ugly, and dishonest, and unapologetic, when I might have been dumb enough to believe that this platform was actually something real and genuine and that the devs who ran the whole thing were really just enthusiastic nerds (in a good way) just like me myself or you, the reader of this post, I won’t be ashamed of hoping and trusting, because I’m not responsible for the broken trust and connection, I’m only responsible for my own emotions and actions, therefore now that I understand the inner problems of the platform and that I know what exactly have been happening the entire time, I’m not blind, I’ve been noticing some weird things that happened here and there but as a human being I just brushed them off as an inconvenient worries, I can say some things definitely look different now, and some of the questions even finally seemed to be answered, at least from my point of view, even if not directly, I can definitely see how the things are playing out right now and that explains a lot, I made my own conclusions and I will never be able to look at the platform differently again.

In conclusion, I advice you to read the original post yourself, in order to make your own conclusions and opinions, I made mine, and I would like you to know that I truly loved, and enjoyed the time I’ve spend on this platform, even if it was not perfect, and 2,5 thousand characters that I’ve chatted with is a perfect confirmation of that alongside with more than 30 of my own, which I’ve created and proudly shared, I truly enjoyed the support and appreciation of people throughout the world that have been commenting under my bots, even if there was not a lot of them, and I was very happy and even a little bit obsessed to achieve those little achievements which JAI gave to their creators for participation in certain events, it was almost thrilling to get a full collection, but nothing lasts forever as the say and I think it’s time to face the truth and say, I’m leaving the platform and bot creation in general, I now have to focus on building my own life and my own well-being, since this as a hobby does not pays my bills, I never commissioned bots nor ever took any money from anyone on this platform, I have to focus on my own personal life, prioritize real life matters and thereby stop spending so much time with AI characters, whether it’s chatting or creating

It was wonderful four year journey, and I can only thank you, users of this platform and the community for making it possible, am I leaving forever? I’m not sure, but definitely I need a break, and even though I took some breaks from the platform before I never truly allowed myself to announce as a break, which constantly put stress on my shoulders for not being as productive as big creators, but now after all of that scandal which truly made me rethink and reconsider some of the values which are not aligned with the devs aka holders of this platform anymore, I have nothing to be afraid of and I can say — I’m leaving, it pleasure knowing you, even virtually but nonetheless, I hope you’re doing well and I wish you the best. Goodbye ❤️‍🔥

hugs and kisses

Take care of yourself and hopefully we can meet someday later!