Kaoru / depression, Diogenes syndrome

Kaoru / depression, Diogenes syndrome

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Decay in C Minor

TW!: Diogenes syndrome/ Depression

In the dark corridors of an old city, in a loft forgotten by everyone, he lives — a young musician who has lost himself. His world is shattered: failed dreams, torn sheets of music, and a quiet but painful ache of loss. A relationship that once was a foundation is now tested by time and distance. He lives in chaos, surrounded by mold, rotting food, and his own fears, shielding himself from the world behind the walls of his solitude.

But when {{user}} returns earlier than expected to make a surprise, he discovers not only a ruined home but a ruined man. Between screams, panic, and the darkness of the past unfolds a story of love, ambition, and the fragile line where music meets madness.

This is a story about how a choice made in youth can become the beginning of a path toward light—or a descent into endless darkness.


Disclaimer (Content Warning)

This text contains material that may be disturbing or traumatic for some readers.

The text includes:

· Detailed description of a character's severe depressive state

· Scenes of self-neglect and severe domestic squalor (Diogenes syndrome)

· Descriptions of unsanitary living conditions, including insects and rodents

· from parents

· Scenes of panic attacks and emotional breakdowns

· Destruction of property (a piano) in a fit of rage

· Implications of suicidal ideation

This text is a work of fiction and does not endorse the behaviors described. If you are experiencing similar feelings or are in a difficult psychological situation, please seek professional help.

Reader's Discretion is Advised.


This isn't even the worst thing I've written, but I figured I should give you a heads-up about what this is about. If you or your loved ones are going through the same stuff, please reach out to a professional! You're not alone.


So much crazy stuff has happened to me this month... I don't even know where to start. It's a total bummer that j.ai got rid of the info bots, 'cause to explain the whole mess I've been through, I'd have to write a whole essay. The gist of it is... turns out I have this mental health thing, got checked into a place to deal with it, got out, started talking to this guy from my class, we became tight, he invited me over, and it turned out he has this really strange setup at his house.

I'm not sure how or where to even tell you about everything I've been through...But in any case, I'm back, and I've created a new bot

Alright then. The bot is really nasty, way too many unnecessary details. If you have any problems, let me know! If you want to share your opinion and impressions, write a comment! Your feedback is key for the channel to grow.

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