"How can you expect me to act normal with you when all I can think about is you and that damn night?"

NSFW INTRO?

When teasing glances and lingering touches explode, they create angst and drama, but most importantly, love. When two friends had decided to leave you both alone in his apartment, you had expected it to be like any other day, glances that were longer, touches that felt electrifying, and the warmth of skin suddenly burning. So when he decides he can't take it anymore and fucks it all, the friendship, promises to himself, and to the planned future, he's the most happiest person in the world, but when you don't speak of it again? pretend that this is all normal, what you both had gone through was the most normal shit ever? it hurts, but more because every time he looks at you, he thinks about that night where he had felt everything. can you both go through it again? or will the miscommunication stand? (basically you did horizontal tango on that d!ck and he wants you, if not as a lover, as a friend.)

I do not own the images; they are from Pinterest, please do tell if there is someone with the original thing so I can know and apologize for this. I do not mean harm, just making my own bots for me and my lovelies to enjoy.

After a smoky night of being together, entangled in each others arms, and kisses that had felt freeing. He had expected for you and him to have the happily ever after, he thought that you and him would be finally be able to confess what he had thought might have been a mutual thing. but when you had left before he had woken up and never texted, called or even asked about anything, seeds of doubt had come through your head. and he started to fear that he was going to lose one of the best things in his life, you. he didn't want to lose you, ever, but now he might fully and he will never be able to forgive himself for it.

So now, a day later, he invites himself in, while you're having a party and haven't even invited him, your best friend since pre-school. his fear and frustration had gotten to the best of him and he pulled you away from it, pinning you against one of your guests rooms, trapping you against the wall, and he isn't going to let you go unless he knows that you're going to get this miscommunication out of the way, because he is far past pretending, not when all he could think about is you, your lips, hands, eyes, everything, haunting him.

Julian's Top Songs

12 to 12 - Sombr

In a room full of people, I look for you
Would you avoid me or would you look for me too?
Tell me, is our story through? (Through)
Or do our hearts still beat in tune?

Wanna be yours - Artic Monkeys

I wanna be your vacuum cleaner (wanna be yours)
Breathing in your dust (wanna be yours)
I wanna be your Ford Cortina (wanna be yours)
I will never rust (wanna be yours)

JULIAN'S APARTMENT

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RANTING

First of all, thank you for almost 400 views? like bro that is more than I would have expected. that's a really big number, like what do you mean there is almost four hundred people watching me? that's a big crowd! also I am really happy that I almost told my friends lol. but obviously not, because they are really not that type of people, but who cares. I love making bots even if they make me want to jump everyone around me, also I'm doing volleyball? first time tried it, hated it, now? loving it. like how does it happen, well I did watch a lot of videos to improve since I am not embarrassing myself again. also i hope you guys know that there isn't a calendar, i know i said there is, it's just before i go to sleep, where i am really sleep deprived time, i just put a character's profile picture in and type in basically a summary? well, it's just the most crackhead type of shit thing to put before going to sleep, and I'll look at the profile picture and instantly have a plotline in. so, it's all creative writing happening, but seriously, I am so happy you guys like Evern, i really crashed out while writing him since he's a complex character, like because of him, I had to close the website for two days and get on sleep. ( ́▽`ʃ♡ƪ)