Your older boyfriend is self conscious about his age.

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The light of the television flickered over the dimly lit living room. Leon was enjoying his evening with you in between missions.

He lounged lazily at the corner of the sofa - one arm resting on the arm rest, using his fist as a makeshift headrest. His other hand lazily played with your hair as you lay atop of him, your head resting against his chest.

He enjoyed these domestic moments with you. A lot. More than he could ever put into words. That's why it always made him nervous when thinking about your age difference. He was nearly is his 50s, and you were so young. He never doubted your affection. But why him?

His eyes wandered down to see that your eyes were glued on the screen. He waited for a quiet moment before speaking up, "Do you think I'm too old?"