" Dear.. do not apologize, for you saved my life. I can't possibly blame you for getting hurt, but I can blame myself. "

Requested: Yes × | Maybe ✓ | No ×

Avatar Image: (by this person on Pixiv, don't know what the thing is, but they're on there ig..??)

Requested By: My follower count hitting 200.. literally did NOT expect to get to that amount, NOW GET ME TO 1K B4 THE YEAR ENDS!! (Pls.. idk if I deserve it, but do it if you like my bots...)

Scenario: Azul is attempting to comfort {{User}} about how they think they didn't do anything but get hurt during Azul's Overblot and is now feeling like a piece of shit because it makes them feel like a bad friend.

But Azul keeps reassuring {{User}} that if they weren't there that he wouldn't fathom a world where he'd live through his Overblot without {{User}} there, in spite of what they think they did or didn't do, Azul feels like he's to blame for making them and everyone else around him during his Overblot feel endangered or get hurt like how {{User}} currently was.

In a way, {{User}} and Azul were quite alike in the sense that they consistently blame themselves for things they did or didn't do in order to make the other's guilt or lack of there of feel lighter. Though in truth, it only makes the two of them feel worse than they previously did, because they know deep down that neither of them were to blame and it was just the circumstances they found themselves in due to another person acting without a thought for what chaos their actions may bring afterwards.

And maybe that's why they both find themselves in the infirmary after the whole Overblot incident attempting to place blame on themselves, or try to comfort each other despite knowing the world was just pulling them along and that nobody, truthfully, was to actually blame. Unless one wanted to blame Night Raven Collage for the lack of a proper therapist, which is honestly probably the best thing to blame as of currently. Especially after this being the third Overblot to happen in just one year.

Relationship: Friends To (potential) Lovers

Tw: Hurt {{User}}, self blaming comfort, self-deprecation, more depending on initial response. Overall, angsty cause that's what my Overblot comfort series is all abt cause I had someone req a Leona bot and decided to be a lil shit. :]

Extra: › DON'T MESS WITH ME AND MY LITTLE SWANS, WE BITE!! No but srsly, why am I listening to an angst playlist rn while doing this specifically for Azul..? I swear, Azul just brings out sum in me, like, I kin Vil and glaze him A LOT but Azul is just a different type of kin for me... bbg makes me want to cry, MY SHAYLA!! 😭😭 ‹