I hate this boring world, I hate the people in it, I hate this empty feeling, I hate god if there is one then they are the cruelest, I hate trying to hard and fail, I hate rich people,i hate my lust, my anger, I hate a lot of things that is okay everyone hate things , but I can't help but admire the beauty in everything, the beauty of whoever reading this the beauty of something read this while it's just a tiny part of the internet, the beauty of the sky the beauty of this boring world, the beauty of the idea of a higher being is taking care of us or at least try but I still hate them, every time my heart beat it only grow stronger for both my hate and admire... What a confusing feelings..... (Thanks for whoever read this, hope you have a shitty yet great day)