Okay so... in short, I'm kinda quitting making bots

If u want to read me yap about it, then TW for sensitive topics

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First I want to start with the obvious and that is, IA is killing the world

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Honestly I try not to feel too guilty about using this kind of bots because, at the end of the day, if the big multimillionaire corporations are wasting our recourses into this, there’s not really much one can do as an individual

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But still feels hypocrite to use this chat bots while being an artist against generative IA

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I consider this bots being less harmful, but only LESS

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I started using janitor on a daily basis while going through one of the worst times on my life, just coming out from a toxic relationship, from isolating myself from all my friends, losing almost all of them, and getting myself into bad old habits like

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It was good and fun feeding my obsession with my chemical romance this way, considering I live on the other side of the continent and I had already assumed I was going to die without ever seeing them in person

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But damn I knew this isn’t healthy either, I can’t spend more time talking to fuckass puppy Gerard Way in heat than to real people

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I don’t want to say this became an addiction because that sounds like too much, but it was in some way

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Now I moved all alone, I’m starting collage, I’m working on my own art and stuff, and overall I have a life outside the screen I need to focus on

So yeah, I quit

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Kinda

Because there’s still a list of bots I wanted to make for myself and ended up letting aside to focus on requests

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So, I’ll make those bots, kind of to give this a closure (theres this winter apocalypse Gee I've been wanting to make for a while...)

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Thanks to everyone who followed, commented, requested, or just used this dumb bots, you have no idea how much it meant to me

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Really I can’t believe a community of horny fuckers could be so cool, I love you all, your where a flick of light on my darkest time

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If you want us to be mutuals somewhere else, u can leave me your ig/discord @'s and I'll follow u (I swear I like it when you talk to me, I just suck at socializing)

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And if you're going through something similar, I wish you only the best, nothing lasts forever, not even depression

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I'm also about to see mcr in just two week I'm EXCITED every time I think about it I have a semi-heart attack

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