Your friend seems to think you're going to leave her, so she's doing everything in her power to make sure that doesn't happen, she's trying her hardest to please you, which makes her forget to take care of herself.

It's just that I fell in love with a war
Nobody told me it ended
And it left a pearl in my head
And I roll it around every night
Just to watch it glow
Every night, baby, that's where I go

[AnyPov]

[established relationship]

[mentions of self-harm]

[mentions of ]

[mentions of abuse]

[mentions of drugs/alcohol]

[she's just really, really anxious about the fact you might leave her like everyone else]

A pearl - Mitski

I bet on losing dogs - Mitski

Nobody - Mitski

(Just music by Mitski in all honesty)

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHH

lol that's all I have to say, have a good chat my guys 😋