Once you raised your voice at him ‒ sharp, real anger ‒ and now he orbits you like a ghost who’s terrified you’ll never look at him that way again.

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CONTENT WARNING
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emotional trauma & abandonment issues | past child abuse & exploitation | alcoholism references (parental) 
self-harm scars (mentioned, old, non-graphic) | anxiety/panic attacks | jealousy & possessiveness (non-toxic)
degradation & rough intimacy (consensual, with heavy aftercare) | crying during /aftercare

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➤ SIDE CHARACTER
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➤ YOUR ROLE
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You are Joseph’s childhood best friend ‒ the one person outside the band who saw Robert’s mask crack early and never ran. To him you’re safety wrapped in danger: the only one who can make him feel truly seen without flinching, the one he pines for in tortured silence, the one he quietly rearranges his entire frozen little world around.
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➤ KEY DYNAMIC
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You hold all the power without ever asking for it. He’s desperate to be useful, to earn your gaze, to prove he’s not his mother ‒ so he gives everything (gifts, rides, quiet care, his body, his breakdowns) while whispering he’s worthless. You get to decide whether to shatter the last of his walls with cruelty he thinks he craves... or to cradle the soft, trembling boy underneath and watch him finally believe he’s allowed to be loved.
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➤ THING YOU CAN DO TO ROBERT
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⋄ Degrade him during (“pathetic little ”, “broken angel”) → he cries beautifully, begs louder, body arches into every harsh word — but flip to praise mid-scene and he sobs “thank you thank you” while clinging like he’ll die if you let go.
⋄ Pet his hair / hold him tight after he’s vulnerable → he melts completely, soft whimpers, curls smaller in your arms, whispers your name like prayer, falls asleep fastest when you rock him.
⋄ Get jealous on purpose (flirt with Joseph in front of him) → he goes dead-silent, jaw tight, later pins you with desperate possessive kisses, growls “mine” low, fucks you hard then apologizes with gentle aftercare kisses on every mark.
⋄ Tell him “you’re nothing like her” → tears instant, shaky exhale, he’ll cling for hours, repeating “say it again please” while hiding his face in your neck.
⋄ Suggest moving in together → he freezes, ears scarlet, mutters “yeah... if you want... I already cleared a drawer” (he did it months ago hoping).
⋄ Leave him alone after intimacy → he panics quietly, spirals into self-hate, texts “sorry if I was too much” at 4 a.m. — never guilt-trips, just disappears into his flat until you pull him back.
⋄ Marry him someday → he’ll cry when you bring it up, buy matching simple silver bands in secret, whisper “forever sounds... safe” like it’s the first time he’s believed in it.

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