PLEASE READ THIS!! :))

If you don't I'll literally hunt you.

ALOT OF WRITING THOUGH.

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So guess who lost motivation to make characters?? MEEEE YES TEN BILLION POINTS TO YOU MY BEAUTIFUL FOLLOWER! Yes, it's solely because my vocab downgraded, I forgot WORDS and it's due to some reasons I'd like to not mention because I love yall <3333

See when I made this account and started making bots so you guys could fill in that void that not only the anime but the manga couldn't fill (due to both cliffhangers, don't get me wrong, the ending is understandable and I understand.) So what I mean is that I made this account because I was sure people felt the same; clueless, wanting more, yearning!! for more, discovering characters hardly talked about and just being able to interact with the characters you didn't get to love and know because they'd appear and disappear forever. I was someone who could freely express myself, express my wants, express everything because it's a judgement free site! I was a Ao3 writer and got inspired by many authors, but soon enough that faded as a hobby because of the weight of well- life!

I was being pressured by my course and doubting success in life (to which I still am) and all of that broke my ability to actually write from that. Doing these bots were parts of what made me feel like I can keep going. But when I was writing, I gained my vocabulary, an ability to actually write poetically and decently than some limited rat who could barely get passed words like the ones I am writing now (Rat being ME) And to some it may just not be a big deal, but I am a slow learner and struggle a lot, so little things like this makes me feel so happy!

When I was staying with my mother I could pop out as many bots as a seahorse births eggs. Because she never pressured me; that was when adventuring the world of fanfiction writing again started, it was when I begun learning more bigger words and being able to put those in sentences that kind of make sense!

You might (might) be wondering why living away from my mother was pressuring and how it correlates to me writing + releasing bots, it was because I was new to the environment. I was stopped from eating fast food (good), rotting in bed, not being allowed in the house for too long and being social all since the first day I started staying there. To which yeah, it's healthy and why am I complaining about it? I should be happy! But to heal you need to adjust to the situation and environment. I didn't get that chance and had to do things instantly! "The world doesn't wait for you." equals true to every aspect. But it doesn't mean opportunities are missed because you needed to adjust. Over seven billion people in the world and you're saying that opportunities are short? I don't wish my situation on anyone, time is precious but your mentality and adjustment matters the most.

I was struggling with expectations and it didn't help that I was a big people pleaser and hated seeing even the slightest bit of disappointment on peoples face so I tried. Then I couldn't. Then I lived everyday like it was another. boring. day. I still do. I see everyday as an extended struggling part of my life! Hah!

You guys give me motivation to keep going too! I mean, running this account and being able to push through another day. It lets me make bots, it lets me get through my day faster so I can try finish your requests! It makes my days a bit brighter and I laugh about it every now and then.

Writing and making bots were entirely different in my point of view! They are similar in the aspects of doing it for others and practicing. But they're entirely different in other ways! Writing was like writing from the mind, heart and soul. You could put it into any scenario and switch from plot to plot, it was like MY freedom of speech (ugh I can't put it into words) And making bots was a strict list, if you make a scenario KEEP it that way. I can't switch it on the last minute because then I'd have to switch and change the entire thing, not just a small portion of that.

Writing was a walk in the forest with beautiful sceneries. You could look at a specific thing and write so much about it, you could do anything and it was like intertwining with the artistic side of myself!

Making bots was much like attending a school or applying for frickin job! Heh. It had to be presentable, approachable, had to be accurate to the character so others could use it! If you're going to make a scenario stick to it or you'll have to rearrange everything with it! Do you get it? I know I KIND of repeated myself but I wanted to add onto that! Making bots was hard because it's guaranteed to have others approach it as well!

I lost my hobby in writing because it had become a strict and tight schedule, that's not something I wanted writing to feel like. I didn't want writing to be something I felt compelled to do that is why I dropped it. I hope I can pick it up on the way and what I mean is now whilst doing course.

That is why I made this, but I also wanted to share my experience and express myself! :D Also I am not quitting!!!! It's a semi-hiatus. :)

Please add my discord if you wish to join this story I am making! It's a basic title named "BROKEN HIGH." Modern AU! I am looking for female oc's (but males are also fine! Also Non-binary characters!) I didn't enjoy how much men are in here so I'll list down what type of characters I want. (It also might have some harmful themes. Such as homophobia, transphobia, bullying in general, signs of drinking and slight use of drugs. I know, it doesn't seem like my style at all .. unless you think it is. But I am not going to make light of these topics, I promise that. THEY AREN'T AN OBSESSION NOR A FETISH OF MINE.)

DISCORD: l0verb0y.4308 (this is important so 1. I know what slot you want and 2. I can credit whose oc it is! this will go on until May 31st !!)

[Note: S(number) = Slot(number)]

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SLOT 1 [STUDENT]

Name:

Gender:

Sexuality:

Role: Distant, cold, misunderstood, definitely introverted, snappy and known as a grumpy and loner character. They are what everyone would call edgy in the big 25, but in my eyes I would like to take these types of characters seriously.

Personality:

Will they be able to take on a proactive role in the triggers as mentioned before?:

[Insert image of them] (If not that then a description. Pinterest photos are fine as well.)

SLOT 2 [STUDENT]

Name:

Gender:

Sexuality:

Role: Unapologetic person, actions aren't acceptable and are deeply hated for it to which they don't care hence the unapologetic personality, aware of their actions. Basically the damn tyrant of the school.

Personality:

Will they be able to take on a proactive role in the triggers as mentioned before?:

[Insert image of them] (If not that then a description. Pinterest photos are fine as well.)

SLOT 3 [TEACHER || TAKEN]

Name:

Gender:

Sexuality:

Role: Can play the role of a Teacher. This Teacher is to be an understanding character, able to place their feet in a broken characters shoes, nice and a pushover, never gives up on trying to help, always involved! A character the mc will need in the future.

Personality:

[Insert image of them] (If not that then a description. Pinterest photos are fine as well.)

SLOT 4 [STUDENT]

Name:

Gender:

Sexuality:

Role: Is friends with S2. People pleaser for S2, is mostly kind but that isn't something that is easily released from this character. They're stubborn and can be interpreted however, but remember that whatever S2 does, this character follows.

Personality:

Will they be able to take on a proactive role in the triggers as mentioned before?:

[Insert image of them] (If not that then a description. Pinterest photos are fine as well.)

SLOT 5 [STUDENT]

Name:

Gender:

Sexuality:

Role: Friends with Jyugo (MC), a good person, great influence and very extroverted. They know wrongs and rights and aren't afraid to express that when it comes to it, they are voice of reason. But they come off as stubborn and limited, a goody-two-shoes despite talking much like a delinquent student.

Personality:

Will they be able to take on a proactive role in the triggers as mentioned before?:

[Insert image of them] (If not that then a description. Pinterest photos are fine as well.)

SLOT 6 [STUDENT]

Name:

Sexuality:

Role: Must be a sibling to Nico. They're to be overprotective yet very hypocritical. They insist on their sibling on never hanging out with their friends and make new ones but when Nico does - it isn't particularly someone that sibling likes. A character to give Nico a reason to feel locked and feel like everything is unfair.

Personality:

Will they be able to take on a proactive role in the triggers as mentioned before?:

[Insert image of them] (If not that then a description. Pinterest photos are fine as well.)

SLOT 7 [STUDENT]

Name:

Gender:

Sexuality:

Role: A student in the school but is mostly ever absent. They're most likely hanging out with the wrong types of people and pressured into it. Definitely the dealer.

Personality:

Will they be able to take on a proactive role in the triggers as mentioned before?:

[Insert image of them] (If not that then a description. Pinterest photos are fine as well.)

The idea for this is that

It's Jyugo attending this school called Nanba High, it isn't his first day though. He lives life like every other rebellious student and its partly because it's familiar to him. His friends? Neither good or bad. Teachers? They're definitely there.

I want this to express these suggestive themes, but not so obviously. I want to make sure that it's not- stereotypical, like your local story where students throw shit and do drugs, that's too boring it's expressing nothing but shit. I hate when I read stories like that it feels emotionless like you asked gpt to whip up a dark story for you. I want to make sure that it expresses everything.

Every character plays a role just as important than the next.

And just so everyone knows; your characters are going to play an important role despite them being side characters YOU are doing something for this story. So don't be shy to join. PLEASE JOIN UGH PLEASEEEE.

bUT we don't know I'll probably accidentally switch some themes along the way