♡. im pissed

♡. im pissed

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hey so janitor ai muted me in reviews because i think someone reported me for telling the truth about someone??

as most of you know, i was big into twst before my lsoh hyperfix took over. and i met this person named redill through that and janitor! its name is actually dill. you may know that thing for its bots. but anyways long story short it was a darkshipper and tried to groom me into doing it too (its unhealthy and making someone feel like they should do it is grooming idgaf what anyone says 🫩)

so when i saw this person making a bot for dill, i figured i should warn him! so i did. and this freaking asinine individual who thinks they know me better than i do was like "hey so none of those things happened diva 😭 hello????" exact words btw. me and le DIVAS ass humor. this situation shouldnt be funny for EITHER SIDE.

so thats all that really happened? but it pissed me off like crazy. also if anyone wants the dill story, highlight the black bars. tw for grooming and sh

so when i met it i was so excited. a system who also loves jade?! yippee!! and so i immediately friended it on discord. but i didnt check its profile too thoroughly... by that i mean not at all, i didnt realize it LOVES people who want to touch luke from obey me! and i found out the hard way when it said "yeah my ships are kind of messed up." IT JOKED ABOUT PEOPLE WHO ARE DELUDED ENOUGH TO THINK FIcTION HAS 0 IMPAcT ON REALITY BEFORE BTW SO I GAVE IT THE BENEFIT OF THE DOUBT. and i was like "well im sure its not worse than my kinks! hahahahahaha" (we were talking about kinks before this came up) and so it was like. "oh gosh are you sure haha...? im so nervous to say it, heh.... hehehe- i ship tweelcest." SO I WAS DISTURBED BUT. i figured, hey, i havent even met that many darkshippers. and who am i to leave someone for having bad coping mechanisms? i slit. im sure something terrible happened to it. so we go on about our day, chatting up a storm, at some point i tell it im having thoughts, clearly intrusive! about darkshipping, they were like "well as long as you arent hurting real people, ill support whatever you do!" i was like, at the time, "oh... thats nice..." but looking back that was 100000% an attempt to rope me into its fetish. but i didnt realize so we kept talking, when suddenly it says something and it seems oddly chill about l*lisho. i figured i was reading too much into what it said, so i kept being its friend! but i had this horrible feeling that it was just reminiscing about its trauma... oh poor dill.... so i was like "hey can we talk? im worried about you." and so it agreed and i was like "are you sure its good to be daydreaming about your trauma like this?" and it was like "i never thought about that, gimme a sec." and so after a few minutes it said "oh yeah i have never been harmed by i just find some incestuous dynamics cute" ???????? so my dad groped me on my 11th when i just woke up! i was very upset to hear that and i obviously said "oh. well that makes it weirder." and so when it heard an victim saying its weird to daydream about sexual trauma that never happened to you openly it was like "ok well then u can leave!" anyways i violently slashed my skin open after that. oh and one day i read in its carrd that it wont make ortho bots, not because ortho is like. TWELVE OR WHATEVER. but because... uh oh the idia alter doesnt like it.... the idia alter is the sole alter who thinks its weird to make bots of ortho... 🥺 i want to say very hateful things

Created Apr 18

Updated Apr 19

Published Apr 19

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