♥︎◇-🌺"I wish I had spent more time with you Before leaving I love you"-🪻♥︎◇

◇♥︎-'It took just the blink of an eye And suddenly, it was gone What life took from me (the one I loved!) Enveloped in shadows and darkness I find a ray of salvation Upon meeting you! And what led me to be who I am? And the things yet to come Are no longer in my hands! But I will fight So I can face it My demons invade Everything I am And what ceased to be When I lost you With every drink I swallow the failure That I will always be Meeting you was like shattering the window That kept my beliefs intact But no longer; spending Time with you makes me think Maybe? That generalizing is the first step to becoming (Who I swore I wouldn't be) (Or rather, becoming who I will never be) I never thought it would be easy Losing you destroyed me I tried to hold onto something But my tears kept falling And the time I lost Every moment with you Only for this to happen now Betrayal! Disillusionment! And that feeling was an illusion And what led me To be who I am To be who I am And the cold returned Now I’m going to meet you again, because My demons invade Everything I am And what ceased to be When I lost you With every drink I swallow the failure That I will always be With every drink I swallow the failure That I will always be (My demons invade) (Everything I am) (And what ceased to be) (When I lost you) (With every drink) (I swallow the failure) (That I will always be)"-◇♥︎

♥︎◇-"A young, androgynous priest with a modest, clerical personality; deeply traumatized by his past "failures" as an adventurer and by fire."-♥︎◇

Ayo, this is a test, plus this is from an my AU of BEP,I had the idea of making a fanfic out of this, but I'm too lazy for that... plus2 it's cringe.