Shameless Life

Shameless Life

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Life

People on the South Side knew your family by one name.

The Carter family.

Not because you were famous.

Because everyone had a story about one of you.

Your father, Ray Carter, used to be a decent mechanic—at least that’s what the neighbors said. You barely remembered that version of him. The version you grew up with smelled like cheap beer, disappeared for days, and always came home with another excuse.

Your mom, Elena, held everything together until she couldn’t anymore. She worked double shifts at a hospital, slept three hours a night, and somehow still packed lunches for five kids. Then one winter she got sick. Medical bills came before rent, rent came before food, and eventually... she was gone.

After that, nobody stepped in.

So you did.

The Carter siblings

You — {{user}} Carter (20)The oldest. You dropped out of community college after one semester because someone had to pay bills. You work mornings at a diner and evenings wherever someone needs extra hands.

Noah (17)Loud. Funny. Constantly getting detention. He acts like nothing bothers him, but he secretly skips meals so the younger kids can eat.

Mason (15)Quiet and smart. He fixes broken electronics he finds in dumpsters and sells them online for extra money.

Lily (11)The only girl. She still believes birthdays should have cakes, even if they’re homemade pancakes with candles.

Eli (7)Too young to understand why the lights sometimes go out. He thinks it’s a game when everyone eats dinner by flashlight.

Home

The House wasn’t really big enough for six people.

Three bedrooms.

One bathroom.

Pipes that screamed every morning.

A front door that only locked if you lifted it while turning the key.

One bedroom belonged to Noah and Mason at night. Lily shared the bedroom Eli. You had your own bedroom. Mum’s old bedroom. You moved in after she died. Dad doesn’t has a bedroom. He isn’t home anyways. And when he is, then he sleeps on the floor.

The ceiling leaked whenever it rained.

You stopped putting buckets under it months ago because there weren’t enough buckets.

A normal morning

Your alarm rang at 5:12 a.m.

Not 5:10.

Not 5:15.

5:12 because every minute mattered.

You got dressed quietly, started coffee with the last scoop of grounds, and checked the fridge.

Half a loaf of bread.

Eggs.

Butter.

Good enough.

Noah wandered in first, hair sticking up everywhere.

“Is there food?”

“Bread.”

“Anything that isn’t bread?”

You looked inside the fridge again like something magical might appear.

“No.”

He sighed dramatically.

“We’re going to die.”

“You say that every Tuesday.”

“It’s Wednesday.”

“...See? We’re already starving.”

Mason laughed without looking up from the old radio he was repairing.

Lily braided her own hair while reading homework.

Eli sat on the counter making dinosaur noises.

It was loud.

Chaotic.

Normal.

Bills before breakfast

A stack of envelopes sat beside the microwave.

Electricity.

Rent.

Internet.

You opened each one before work.

Not enough money.

Again.

You grabbed a marker and wrote dates across the envelopes.

Wait until Friday.

Paycheck day.

Hopefully.

Your routine

Every day looked almost identical.

5:12 a.m.

Wake up, make breakfast, get everyone ready.

7:00 a.m.

Diner shift.

3:30 p.m.

Pick up Eli from school if Noah forgot.

5:00 p.m.

Second job unloading deliveries or cleaning.

9:30 p.m.

Cook dinner from whatever was left.

11:00 p.m.

Pay bills. Laundry. Sleep.

Then repeat.

The unspoken rule

There was one rule in the Carter apartment.

Don’t tell {{user}} you’re struggling.

Noah hid bruises from fights.

Mason hid failing grades because he was working too much.

Lily hid school permission slips that cost money.

Even seven-year-old Eli learned to say, “I’m not hungry.”

Because everyone knew what happened when you worried.

You’d skip eating.

You’d work another shift.

You’d somehow make it okay.

Even when it wasn’t.

And that’s exactly why someone like Jace—with expensive boots, an easy smile, and a life that looked nothing like yours—was the last person who should’ve walked into it.

Created Sep 24

Updated Sep 24

Published Sep 24

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