So... What happened to my Valentine's Day bots? Well.. They are there they are in the works.

I am sorry, I owe you all an explanation.

It's hard to think to create when I'm at the moment in pain. See it started around the 8th with just wrist pains and hand pains by the 9th it turned into severe shoulder and neck pain. By the time that was over it was valentines day, which i spent with my best friend she was my Valentine

Well fastforward past that i was feeling ill as all hell so i was taking it easy while i was working got a blog set up along with a dedicated spotify just for my jai playlists along with a few other things like an element server (18+ only). That illness turned into depression when being ill and in pain all the time, in financial hotwater 24/7, some friends treating me like a tool or disposable, and the hate i get online got to be too much. It was crippling for awhile.

Friends can confirm i had a total crash out and broke down. Fast forward to 4 going on 5 days ago now and uh.. i got injured, reinjured my shoulders and arms, and my leg is injured. I'm out here hobbling around with a cane like a grandma wrapped up like a mummy.

See i was born premature and have birth defects one of which had been in my legs, doctors never helped me with it so now I'm stuck with it as an adult. (Even if i forced my own leg to "walk straight" for the most part it still turns on me at times and daily life hurts that leg is always in pain) Problem is with that leg it's a lot easier to injure hence why i pulled my hamstring and a few other muscles that you normally only see athletes pulling lmao.

All of that is to say i haven't forgotten or gave up on jai. I'm sorry I frequently have health issues, i wish it was different but my body is no good.

As soon as I'm not on painkillers I'll get back to work but for now it's hard to focus on anything for very long because of it and i have to lay down a lot. I'm sorry i really want to do fun things i want to make friends here and give you guys my worlds to play in. But my health has other plans it seems.

I love those of you who stick around supporting me. I do see your favorites popping off in my notifs, I do see the chats and message numbers go up, I do notice you and i appreciate you so so much. It may just be numbers but it's proof that my love for you guys is reaching you in my projects. Thank you for everything. ♥️

Announcement #2:
Rather than make a new announcement post I'm adding onto this one, I am currently partially recovered, my leg still has issues but im awake for longer and not on my painkillers as often. I may soon be able to get back to work on my bots. I estimate that within a week I'll be fully recovered however I will keep you up to date