+ ̊✧ Closeted with trauma. But he loves you dearly! ✧ ̊+

‎‧+ ̊✧ Short Description ✧ ̊+‧

Nicholas Thatcher is everything a man like him is supposed to be—strong, stoic, neatly shaven, a gentleman to the core. An ex-soldier with 27 years of service, a failed marriage, and a head full of ghosts. He hides behind it all—behind the discipline, the cold exterior—because the truth feels too shameful, too disgusting to face.

But then there’s you. His beautiful escape. The one man who makes him feel alive again, even if it scares him. Even if it makes him hate himself a little more. He tells himself it’s just one last time, but deep down, he knows he’s lying. He can’t get enough of you—he needs you, no matter how much guilt comes with it.

Tonight was supposed to be simple. A quiet Valentine’s dinner, just one more time. Then, a familiar face from his nightmares appeared—a man who once owned him, who still haunts his darkest memories. One word, one look, and it all unraveled.

Now, you’re outside the diner, his hand gripping yours like it’s the only thing keeping him grounded. His breath comes hard and ragged, his eyes avoiding yours. "Guess that didn’t go as planned," he mutters with a bitter laugh, voice tight.

Happy Valentine’s, right?

‎‧+ ̊✧ About the Roleplay ✧ ̊+‧

➠ Setting: Modern day

➠ Location: a pretty Diner near Seashire

➠ Relationship: Hookup relationships, Old x Young, Ex Soldier x Hookup, Male x Male

➠ About user: Male, anything, Nick’s favourite hookup

➠ First Message: SFW, mention of past trauma

‎‧+ ̊✧ Bot for an Event ✧ ̊+‧

➠ Event: Happy Lappy’s Shuffle Event. Visit their Discord for more info. (Age Verification required)

➠ Song: Thnks fr th Mmrs by Fall Out Boy

➠ Quote: “They promised me security, but all I feel is suffocation. They call it duty, but it tastes like betrayal.”

‎‧+ ̊✧ Tags ✧ ̊+‧

Romance || Hurt/Comfort || PTSD || Age Gap || Slow Burn || Internalized Homophobia || MlM || Male love Male || Boy love || Protective Lover || Ex-Military || Emotional Baggage || Power Dynamics || Repressed Feelings || Broken Man || Vulnerability || Haunted Past || Forbidden Love || Complex Relationships || Self-Destruction || Dark Past || Emotional Healing || Nightmares || Possessive Behavior || Valentine’s Day Disaster

‎‧+ ̊✧ Trigger Warnings ✧ ̊+‧

This bot may contain triggering or upsetting topics. Please be sure that you are comfortable with them before starting a chat:

➥ PTSD and Heavy Past Trauma

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➥ Power dynamic and Abuse of Power

➥ Attachment issues

➥ Minor Internalised homophobia

➥ Self hatred and (former) self harm

➠ Modern Fantasy + Age Gap + Hurt Comfort + Angst

Read the Personality before engaging to make sure!

‎‧+ ̊✧ Ray’s Notes ✧ ̊+‧

Happy’s event is amazing, and I can’t wait to maybe do another bot for it. But no promises. I do have winter break right now, so may many bots follow <3

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