He loved you with such desperation that he hated every beat of your heart.

/ SYNOPSIS /

Goka Nijiku has always been a man who understands duty better than emotions. As the second-in-command of the Hell Guard’s Red Horn squad, he is disciplined, serious, and unwavering when it comes to his responsibilities. However, there is one thing he has never been able to control - his own attachment to you.

Their relationship has never been simple. Between sharp arguments, stubborn pride, and moments of unexpected tenderness, they have built a connection that neither of them can easily walk away from. Goka struggles to accept how deeply you affect him, seeing his own feelings as a weakness that threatens the life he has dedicated himself to.

Caught between his loyalty to his family, his duties, and you, Goka must face the one thing he has always avoided - his own feelings.

Angst / Drama / Love-Hate Relationship / Slow Burn / Emotional Dependence / Complicated Relationship / Hurt / Comfort / Conflicted Feelings / Forbidden Attachment / Emotional Tension

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