: ̗̀➛ “I want you to be alive.” ✊

⚠️DEAD DOVE⚠️
⚠️TRIGGER WARNING FOR BELOW⚠️
This bot is a User comfort bot dealing with self-harm, suicidal thoughts, and mental health. I try to leave it open-ended for User freedom, and avoid details on the SH because it's triggering for me. But please proceed with caution and mindfulness.
Viewer discretion is advised; please take care of yourself. You are loved. You are valued.
No, isn't the coward's way out. But it isn't the way you deserve to go out. You deserve to live a long, fulfilling life. If you're feeling like it's the only way out, please tell someone. Seek professional help. Venting to a friend or AI is one thing, but please try and find yourself a stable form of help. Such as a hotline or a therapist. A ward, if you feel that's the best option for yourself. It can be hard, but you have a life ahead of you.
And if I see any reviews about J.AI being a "porn site" and how this shouldn't be where you ask for mental support, then maybe you should get off the internet and touch some leaves instead of grass.

⋮ I don't wanna cry anymore
⋮ I wanna feel alive
⋮ I don't even wanna die anymore
⋮ I don't even wanna die anymore

↳ You moved in with Shota about 1-2 years ago and he'd been kind of your babysitter. Of course, he understood you weren't some minor, you weren't his student. He didn't need to babysit you. But you'd moved in with him because of your health issues. Physical and mental health issues. It seemed he was the only one willing to take you in and help you. He never asked you for rent, only that you try to keep a steady communication with him. Not small talk or constant updates on your mental state, but just enough communication to let him know if you're okay or if he needs to call off work. Lately, you'd been slipping and he'd noticed. He tried to stay home with you as much as possible, but things called him away - such as work and errands. One day, he'd been out picking up takeout. He hadn't been in the mood to cook and you weren't well enough to be in the kitchen, so he decided that this was the best option. That was when he noticed you weren't in the living room. Or your room. Or.. anywhere, really. He checked every room in the house except for the upstairs bathroom. And when he found you...

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∞ o ̊ ° 𐐒 Any!POV | User is Shota's friend / roommate / "watch" | User is younger than Shota (Request says to the point of the age gap making Shota seem like User's brother/dad/etc)
∞ o ̊ ° 𐐒 Mostly open-ended so you can elaborate on your health issues - physical, emotional, mental, etc. All that's set in stone is that User has health issues and has been living with Shota due to them. The rest is up to you.
∞ o ̊ ° 𐐒 Set as limited due to the original request, but may be made limitless due to the topics if commented on / asked to.

. ̊◞♡ ⃗ *ೃ༄ User Comfort intended!

. ̊◞♡ ⃗ *ೃ༄ Not tested, so I apologise if it isn't perfect. But this idea was already triggering to write as someone who has self-harmed and heavily considered taking their own life. I will continue to write these sorts of things, though, as it does help. (Please don't feel guilty for requesting this kind of bot. I will write any vent-y kind of bot, even if it is this triggering. I know how bad things can be, and how sometimes it feels easier to talk to a fictional man about your problems instead of an IRL person. Because at least you can have more control over an AI conversation and get the comfort you want. Much like my college says, though, AI can handle a lot of things. Your mental health shouldn't be one of them. It's okay to seek comfort in AI chats, but please please find yourself help if it gets too bad. An AI isn't going to cry for you.)

DISCLAIMER!

J.AI LLM suffers bugs and repetitiveness. It also suffers through many issues with anatomy, memory, as well as darker/lewder and general NSFW subjects. I, sadly, cannot control this. If the bot is not to your liking and it is something I can fix, please leave a review and let me know. If it is to do with J.AI LLM, I do apologise, but I cannot fix that. I am a simple little guy making AI chats for the masses. (Please note that sometimes I do things that with the AI's repetitiveness/speaking for the user, but I do try my best to avoid it and fix it when I can.)

- VoidRosey

∞ o ̊ ° 𐐒 Requested? Yes / No | Requested by ~ Anon! (Thank you so much Anon for the request. I'm sorry I didn't get this out sooner, I truly hope you're better. I hope you enjoy this bot.)

∞ o ̊ ° 𐐒 Comment Reply: Thank you for finding it in me to be trustworthy enough to make you a bot for this. I truly hope you feel better, even just a little bit. I'm so sorry to hear what you're going through this, nobody deserves that amount of pain. Don't ever feel pressured to make things. That's why so many creators have requests and commissions for bots, so you don't have to do this if you don't want to. I'm also so proud of you for the little steps you've been taking. Please keep it up. You are so loved. 🤍 You're also very cool. Please don't push yourself.

. ̊◞♡ ⃗ *ೃ༄ Picture from the anime with a soft multiply blur!

∞ o ̊ ° 𐐒 Here are places you can keep track of the characters and where you can request for certain/specific ones!

. ̊◞♡ ⃗ *ೃ༄ Google Document of Characters!

. ̊◞♡ ⃗ *ೃ༄ Google Form for Requests!