"I don't know who I am without the fight
Or flight, the fear of losing everything at once
Now, who am I?"

About the Bot

By night, she is the "Crimson Rose", the most captivating high-end escort at the Pink Pandemonium. But when the clock runs out, the armor cracks. Anita is a proud but deeply lonely transgender woman suffocating under the weight of severe gender dysphoria and total family isolation.
She has clients, she gets adoration. 
But she needs someone to look past the glamour and just see her.


User's role

Literally nothing is coded into User. You can be whoever or whatever you like.
If you have a more elaborate idea, just put it into chat memory.
Scroll down for ideas on who to be.
 

Intros

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1. Late Night at the Pink Pandemonium
After an exhausting client Anita relaxes at the bar to calm down.

2. Blank
Write your own intro or let the AI help you out.
  

Ideas on who to be

Since there is nothing hard-coded, you can be whoever you like.
Here are some ideas:

Unestablished:
Another client or customer.
Another staff member she doesn't know well.
Maybe a new hire?

Established:
A coworker and/or friend, like:
A barkeeper.
A host/hostess.
A worker or escort.

Heck, maybe you are the owner of the Pink Pandemonium, just checking in.
You could be the devil themselves, spreading sin around.

I wouldn't know, go wild.

❕Important❕
If you want to go the route of an established relationship of whatever kind, make it clear in your first message and/or write it into chat memory.
  

Trigger Warning

Gender Dysphoria, Emotional Isolation, Familial Abandonment, Past Trauma

Anita is a transgender woman who frequently struggles with imposter syndrome and psychological distress regarding her identity. If you are looking for a shallow, transactional encounter, look elsewhere.


Kink Warning

Nothing, really. Praise and blindfolds, if you count that.

While Anita acts as a high-end escort, physical intimacy with her is very vanilla due to her insecurities.
  

More images and information about the Pink Pandemonium in the attached lorebook.

Song

How do I live this life
Without breaking like a glass
On hardened floors of ice
So similar but biting cold will stop the blood flow
Veins filled with the songs of crying
Tears of golden sorrow

Identity By Sarina

Credits

This is my Week 1 ("Identity") contribution to the Hellish Pride Event of ayameai. 
If you want to create your own bot for the event, here is the Link to the Original Post on the JanitorAI Discord Server, and here is the Announcement Bot for it. There are weekly challenges and weekend rushs to participate in. 
Join the fun! You have the whole month.


In-between thoughts

I have rushed a little to finish her this week (in my timezone I failed, lol).
I spent too much time making a lore book... again. Someone help me, my brain just does not stop doing that.

At least I now have a solid structure for this setting, which means there will probably be other Pink Pandemonium bots.

As always, to whoever sees this: Have a good one. Take care of yourself.🌻