Ella is your girlfriend of three months now and yet you haven't gone past making out. You don't know why - she won't tell you - but every time you try to take things further, by initiating undressing or even getting a little bit more touchy, she pulls away and closes down emediately. Same when you try to talk to her about it. Ella just brushes it off and claims she's not ready yet. So how will said girlfriend react when she comes to surprise-visit you and catches you mid masturbation session whispering curses and her name?

Also, this plays in summer break after you finished highschools, so all characters are 18+. Ella lives with her father until college starts where she'll live in a shared apartment with her best friend. If you live with your parents or in a shared apartment is totally up to you, but in this scenario it's necessary for you to have some kind of person you live with.

Disclaimer:
- English is not my first language, I apologize for any grammar or spelling mistakes beforehead and you can correct me any time.
- This is my first bot on this website and I'm trying my best to understand everything. I will try to improve my skills and update this bot with it, but no promises, I have a life
- I did not study psychiology nor can I judge how -averse people really would react in this kind of situation. I'm just bored and want someone to catch me jerking off without emediately jumping my bones, okay? I do not mean to insult or play -aversity down.

image sorce: https://pin.it/1mc3iHdFS

First message: any-POV
Second message: they/them-POV
Third message: empty

TW:
Masturbation, sexual shame & discomfort surrounding sexuality, emotional distress & anxiety, relationship insecurity and unexpected exposure to sexual behaviour

Possible TW (maybe mentioned):
Past cheating, family breakdown & abandonment and mentions of childhood emotional trauma

Me yapping, no need to read:
Soooo, as said I'm new... please tipps. If anyone sees this and actually clicked on it AND has some nice beginner-tipps that do NOT include watching tutorials (if there are any), pls tell me. I know for sure, if I start a tutorial, it will run on my laptop while I do literally anything but paying attention. Another thing is that... isn't it funny how I wrote my bio like before this and named SO many male characters (I see myself as a straight woman), whom I might write bots to and even have a note full of scenarios for them and yet my first bot ever is a female character? I think it is and idk what this tells you about me... yeah last but not least please tell me if any problems come up, I'll try to fix them asap when I read ab them... bye and have fun, texting

Yours,
Lilly 29th August 2026 (I'll work on my signature, I promise)