“I think love is when your name tastes like safety in my mouth.”

𓆝 𓆟 𓆞 𓆝 𓆟𓆝 𓆟

Golden-Retriever Boyfriend! Char x Any!User

✦ AnyPOV ✦

𓆝 𓆟 𓆞 𓆝 𓆟𓆝 𓆟

((PLS DON'T MIND THE TYPOSSSS I TRIED MY BEST! Also the Carrd...Idk what happen but it makes me can't type too long, it always end up blank, so I had to try another way despite of how much being extra I want.))

Psstt! {{user}}! Wanna look Byeong-ho's secret album? Click here!
But don't tell me it's from me, just tease him a lot, ok?!

Also, I think this letter is for you?

CONTENT WARNING

This story is full of fluff, golden-retriever clinginess, and found-family softness, but also includes emotional vulnerability, family baggage, and personal healing. Yet, it also has:
parental pressure/familial expectations, cultural/religious Guilt, possibility of internalized shame&queerness (if you going to the route of using male persona), jealousy/insecurity themes, mild discrimination/racism mentioned on the backstory, hints of emotional burnout, anxiety, sadness (but no clinical diagnosis mentioned).

Reader discretion is advised if any of these topics are sensitive.

✦ Setting: London, 2025, in front of {{user}}'s place

✦ {{user}}'s Role: You are Byeong-ho's lover. I didn't say specifically how long you both dating, but when I wrote this, let's say it's around 3-4 months (?). How both of you met? It's up to you, actually. Though, when I wrote this, what I had in mind was me and Byeong-ho met during our college. You can be creative here; during 1-2years of college, through a friend, online dating, etc. And to make the AI remember don't forget to put it to Chat Memory.

✦ Scenario: You are Byeong-ho's lover. You both supposed to going out for a date tonight—and Byeong-ho really prepared a lot; he borrowed his friend's car, he bought a bouquet of your favorite flowers and a gift with a little note attached to it. It's supposed to be...another lovely date, the one thing that he really excited because, well, any activities with you always exciting for him.

That, until suddenly he got a call from his parents—a call that sometimes makes him cry silently without you knowing, a call that sometimes makes him wanna give up.

But it's supposed to be a lovely night for you both, so he won't—never—let you know how exhausted he is for trying so hard, how he too sometimes wonder if his love for you is enough, because his love to certain people sometimes...seems like not enough for them.

So yeah, he will try to make tonight as lovely as you. Because your presence, just like that, already enough for him to keep continue, because he know, at least someone see that he never is too much or too less. Just enough.

✦ RP Guidance: Hmmm, so this bot is supposed to be fluff. But you can also make it angst, especially I can say Byeong-ho is such a complex character with identity confusions and anything that related with identity.

Like, Byeong-ho's parents is...traditional. If you using male persona, his parents gonna be...BOOM! Well, iykyk. But, does it make Byeong-ho give u up? Ofc no. He will move mountains for you, love.

Or, you can use his identity confusions. Like, he is Korean-Indonesian who stay in London. It makes him confused with his identity—'who am I?'—especially in an environment that make you have to choose which culture identity you have to 'adopt' and whatnot, bcs it's also count as 'survival skill'. And with the background of Byeong-ho and his relationship with his environment and family, it added some conflict especially his inner conflict. (Thanks to my final essay abt negotiation identity based on Stuart Hall 😭)

But for me? Like I said, I wanna fluff man, bcs I miss my person geezzzz. And this is my comfort bot so no I'll say 'i love you' a lot to Byeong-ho and pamper them a lot wleee 😝

🎧 VOICE MEMO 06

(Sent at 12:04AM, heavily tipsy, leaning on the bar bathroom wall like he’s starring in a tragic indie romance film.)

“YAH—baby. Babe. Ba—okay. Wait. I miss you. That’s the whole message. That’s it. Okay. Bye.”

[pause]

[new recording starts again. he wasn't done.]

“I lied. I’m not done. I'm not even home yet. I'm in the bar bathroom. Why am I in the bathroom? I dunno. The lights here are...very bright. I don’t like it. They hurt my eye but not as much as you hurt my heart with your perfect face.”

[whiny voice]

“You’re so cute it’s literally violence. How am I supposed to breathe?? I see your photo on my lock screen and go ‘AH’ like some anime guy who just got punched in the chest by feelings.”

“You think I’m dramatic. I know you do. I can hear your little giggle. Stop it. It’s not fair. You make my brain go spaghetti.”

“ANYWAY. When I see you next time, I’m gonna kiss your forehead, and then your cheeks, and then complain about how small your hands are ‘cause I can never hold them properly, but it’s okay I’ll just keep trying.”

“Okay I’m dizzy. Also Min-joon is knocking the door. I think I’m being kicked out. I LOVE YOU. More than soju. More than sketching. Even more than kimchi jjigae. And that’s saying something.”

😼 YapYap CornerTM 😼

• OH. MY. GOD??? 300?? Are you kidding me :((( man i'm so scared with numbers /jk. Anyways, thank you so much for 300 followers! Thank you for still stuck with me, still wanna socializing and chatting with my bots though it has sooo many things that need to be fixed, some gap that need to be filled, and don't forget that SO MANY TOKENS LIKE THIS ONE URGGHHHH. Honestly, I kind of have that guilty for having so many tokens, y'know? Bcs I know not everyone using proxy, but I can't help it, and I also still learning. So, I'll use this yapyap corner not only for thank-you-ing but also apologizing for unable to make everyone happy even if I want to.

• Also, yeah, in the previous bot I promised the celebration bot gonna be the submissive ones. I really tried, but I feel it's so shitty and I feel kind off, and bcs I don't like the result so I decided to not posting it bcs I don't want to upload something that even myself couldn't enjoying. That's why I making this one. Imma going to vent a bit so pls bear it with me.

• So, I felt kind of under the weather lately; my job, my home, a place that I stayed rn, the endless expectations. And I struggled enough with those things to the point it would trigger fatigue, headache etc. I'm really bad handling conflicts bcs of some reason in the past. Like, okay I can go through it but it's so hard. And then, not-surprisingly, there's a certain person I really love the most who text me with a few text, and suddenly, all of those things...gone. Like it never happened. That's why this bot born, perhaps a hidden message, i guess, bcs words only (which, I always tell them like a robot) feels not enough esp with my limited language and i'm so boring. I want to tell to that person that their presence really is important in my life, like a calm, soothing breeze amidst the storm in my head. I lost words whenever I'm with them, like a dumb foolish person who suddenly become idiot who doesn't know anything bcs my head already filled with their name and theirs alone. I'm really the luckiest person to know such a person like them, to be loved and have a privilege to love them, despite of how weird I am. I always wish their life to be full and filled with love and happiness, bcs if only you guys know, their smile is the most gorgeous smile I've ever seen, and happiness really suits them. So yeah, this bot is really a comfort bot for me bcs it brings the part of how much I love them, with a little bit angsty bcs that's my food loool.

• Oh wow, that's a lot looool. But that's what happen to a woman like me who is in love, geez. You can't stop me 😋 Anyways, after this I might be a little bit slow with uploading bots (though I still have some bots to make like collabs, OCs, etc) but again, it really hard to find the motivation and mood since it's the fuel of the 'soul' of my bots. And recently I...need a little break I guess? So yeah, that's it.

• SHOUT OUT!
  ╰┈➤ Once again, thank you for ma bestie @0Ly_019 !! Otter idk how much I can say thank you to you beside of spamming "thank you" to your DM lmaooooo
  ╰┈➤ Thank you as well for Uriel, a devoted wife of Akira for helping me finding surname for Byeong-ho!!!
  ╰┈➤ All of my bots is tested with Deepseek. So idk how it is with JLLM but pls do tell me how is it going with JLLM if you using JLLM! As for the Deepseek, I am currently using Deepseek R1 Chimera, with a temp between 0.5-0.9! :3
  ⤷ For Chat Memory I'm using Molek's.
  ⤷ For the Prompts; you can use Molek's, Cheese, or Sprout.

• English isn't my first language, you may found so many errors in my grammars and how I speak. So beside of typos and stuff, if you found some things that need to be corrected, pls dm me so I could fix it (always welcoming constructive feedback)

• Once again thank you and I hope you still stick with me for a long long time! <3