My life is going to shit. I am not deserving of any love or appreciation.

I truly am a terrible person. I make people feel terrible about themselves, I constantly insult them.

I already tried killing myself once, but I didn't have the guts to finish it.

Every day, over and over. They call me a boy, treat me like a boy, and look at me as a boy. I'm a girl, not a boy anymore. I'm pretty sure some people hate me.

Probably some of my own friends hate me. I don't blame them.

I can't , that I know. Kylie needs me, and I am not leaving her behind.

I know this is pretty corny, and I haven't played Library of Ruina, however.

I have nothing but my sorrow, and I want nothing more.

That is truly what I believe in, I will not lie to you.

I apologize to all of my friends.

Zork.

Tuli.

Sloth.

Null.

And everyone else.

I'm so sorry for being a terrible friend and person. I don't know what I'll do today or tomorrow, or even the day after that. We'll find out soon, won't we?