june 15th 2024

nearly there, i suppose.

i’m... wasting my life away on this site

look, i don’t want to sound like a self-important person, but is it weird that my bots, that take >5 hours to make if im off my adderall lose to ai generated slop?

yeah, jai’s a slop-filled smut site, but i don’t know how i’m supposed to compete 400k+ chats smut bots that look clearly half assed by ai llm’s.

for every one creator who succeeds, 500 fall behind them.

i wouldn’t consider myself sucessful, i haven’t reached 1k followers, i probably will never.

i suppose i’ll pass my crown off.

or maybe, i’ve just haven’t gotten my break-through bot yet.

one that’ll reach front page.

while i die.