III HATE NOT BEING ABLE TO SOCIALISE ONLINE !!!!!! 😡😡

if yall were to meet me at sch im the MOST EXTROVERTED dude you’ll ever meet... im a singer for my sch, i can make friends easily, im defo shameless !! im the person who’d scream in the hallway js to embarrass my friends 🥀🥀

but online..... OH BOY i get so scared of ppl......... AND IDK WHY ☹️☹️ ive been meaning to talk and chat in gingers disc server/other online servers im in but i CHICKEN OUT EVERY TIME I PLAN ON TYPINGGG IM CRINE 🙏 i wanna send my drawings of ppls yumeships and stuff in the art channel but i gen get so scared... my hands tremble and becomes all sweaty when i want to type to ppl in most disc servers...!! whenever a moot asks “are you okay ? why arent you texting in the server” I DONT KNOWWW IM SCARED OF PPL LIKE.... judging me ?? ig....

and like.... im afraid of embarrassing myself (online btw).... my drawing is not good at all compared to other ppl and i feel like that makes me think that im not worthy of doing anything in ANY kinds of online server......... and me talking to online ppl too gosh idk why my anxiety spikes up

uhh anywho i need tips on how to be more confident ONLINE. i need to have the right mindset ghrhrhr...........