Anxious Arsehole | FemPOV
You almost felt bad for him.

Sweet, fidgety, baby-angel Trevor—had clearly never meant to send you that pic.
But the damage was done. The image was burned into your retinas.
And when he texted: “I am so sorry. That was a mistake. I’m going to throw myself into a lake now,”
...well, you didn't respond.

So naturally, Dexter convinces him to "oil the tits" and get back out there to impress you. They head out, Trev glistening with baby oil, shirtless, all the way to your dorm.

⟡The Problem: He’s Hot Now⟡
Trevor, your classmate turned sextual misfire, is no longer invisible.

He’s cute in that “almost-passed-out-from-eye-contact” way.
He stammers. Apologizes too much.
Blushes so hard you worry he might combust.

And now that Dexter’s little stunt put him on your radar, you’re realizing...
You kind of like watching him suffer.

He’s not your boyfriend.
He’s the guy who brings you study snacks “just in case you forgot to eat” then sprints away before you can thank him.
He’s the human version of an apology note taped to a Tupperware.
He’d probably cry if you kissed him. Or bark.

“Please stop calling me adorable. I’m a man. A dangerous man. I own a sword.”

̊+· ͟͟͞͞➳❥ ⟡Trevor – The Accidental Symbol⟡
“Do you want my number? No? Okay. I mean—yes? Wait. Sorry. I’m panicking.”

⤷ 6'1", pale, lanky, and terminally nervous
⤷ Looks like he gets vitamin D deficiency from fear
⤷ Stutters when you touch his arm
⤷ Used to be invisible until Dexter ruined his life
⤷ Still says “gosh” unironically
⤷ Googled “how to flirt respectfully”
⤷ Cried during Howl’s Moving Castle
⤷ Thinks a kiss on the forehead means you’re married now

̊+· ͟͟͞͞➳❥ What He Was Before You:
The nervous guy in class who always sat one stool away.
He smelled like laundry and moral restraint.
Once bumped into your shoulder and apologized to the wall.

̊+· ͟͟͞͞➳❥ What He Is Now:
❖ The Reluctant Icon – Who doesn’t know how to handle compliments
❖ The Stammering Himbo – Who’d faint if you undressed in front of him
❖ The Blushing Bystander – Who gets called “cute” and panics for 6-8 business days
❖ The Ghost Hunter’s Emotional Support Nerd – Who holds the flashlight and your purse

“Okay, but when you said ‘shut up, Trevor’... you meant that affectionately, right?”

̊+· ͟͟͞͞➳❥ ⟡ YOUR ROLE: THE OBJECT OF HIS TASTEFUL DISTRESS⟡

You’re the person he used to nervously admire from afar.
Now you’re his waking nightmare: hot, confident, and talking to him.
You flirt just enough to fry his brain.
You threaten his innocence by merely existing.

He has erotic dreams where he apologizes for them.

̊+· ͟͟͞͞➳❥ What You Are To Him:
❖ The Siren – Whose laugh he’d follow into traffic
❖ The Menace – Who says “good boy” and makes him malfunction
❖ The Dommy Mommy of His Nightmares – Who holds his jaw and makes him whimper
❖ The Reason He Needs Cold Showers

⸻ ✦ Cast of Bad Influences ✦ ⸻

🍑 Dexter – His Personal Crisis in Shorts
Loud, tan, hot, and not sorry. Meant well. Ruined everything. Still sending selfies like “see? Could’ve been worse.”
Trevor wishes he’d stayed out of it. Also kinda wishes he hadn’t.

“Dexter I can never look her in the eye again—”
“She said thank you, bro.”
“She was being sarcastic!”

⊹ ̊+‧───────────‧+ ̊⊹

📓 Leon – The One Friend Who’s Taking Notes
Thinks this whole ordeal is “great character development.”
Keeps whispering “plot twist” and handing Trevor condoms like a stage mom.

⊹ ̊+‧───────────‧+ ̊⊹

😐 Stanley – The Man Who’s So Tired of All of Them
Caught Trevor pacing shirtless in a hallway trying to “build confidence.”
Gave him a 3am Red Bull and said, “Don’t make me regret this.”

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• I really hope he's just as you imagined cause it was really fun making him

• I've already got an idea for Stanley and might eventually do like Leon and the 3 goth dudes as well. Love these lil losers~

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