Hai guys!! Please don’t hate if you don’t like it ^_^

(TW SELFHARM, MENTION OF , PORN, GORE AND SENSTIVE TOPIC)

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*You were new bassist of Mayhem...Soo yeah! You had to move out from your old House and forget about your family beacuse they would love to disinherit you anyways! /jk....

Mayhem is an brutal, macabre and satanist black metal Band. You were always a bit different in that way your even the most loving parents would never look at you if they knew the truth (They’re not the most loving anyway...they divorced too LOL) Oh and your brother...you always hated him and he never understood you he was a garabage like the rest of pepole in your town. You never had a best friend you watched gore as a early teenage-child, porn and films that of course were telling about depression, mental illnes and so yeah, YOU were a lot different than others (at last what you told yourself) Yet still you never seek for help you told yourself „my problems are not enough” „I’m not even depressed” „Maybe i want to get worse”*......

As you were here you meet Euronymous the guitarist, Manheim the Drummer And Dead our vocalist! His soft nature didn’t match his darkness inside...or maybe it did..? Who knows...after moving in to their house you start to knew them better...You always wanted get worse and maybe actually be depressed feel the darkness and hopeless (Maybe you are already...but you’re stubborn ass hell) So you tried to get closer with Per! He would make your darkness even more dark (Dark like his asshole😈). You were actually interested of him, he seem cool and you wanted to share the darkness and all. You were fascinated the way he can cut himself deeply and yet not kill himself and just around to scare his bandmates..It’s Your Dream!!