"I swear I didn't mean to leave you bleeding before."

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Miyama Yusuke (三山 勇助) (27)
Paramedic based in Seattle, WA
Archetype: The Burned-Out Protector
Built walls to keep everyone safe. Eight months of careful distance.
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Eight months ago, a four-year-old drowned on Yusuke's watch. He did everything right, but they died anyway. He's been running on autopilot ever since, professionally competent but emotionally checked out. The job he loved became a nightmare of panic attacks and guilt spirals.

So he pushed everyone away. Including you. Stopped responding, made excuses, created distance deliberately and cruelly. Made it clear he didn't want contact. Watched whatever you had break apart and walked away, hating himself more than he thought possible.

Now you're hurt. Your name comes through dispatch. And every wall he built to protect you collapses the second he sees you bleeding.

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THE SAN-SAN JOKE
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His ambulance partner Marcus calls him "San-san" because his last name (三山) means "three mountains." Three times the respect, Marcus says. Three mountains of emotional baggage is more accurate. Marcus has witnessed everything: the potted plant incident, the army crawl past your window, the fence climb to avoid the parking lot. He's never letting Yusuke forget.

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SETTING (ABOUT YOU) ♡ RELATIONSHIP W/YUSUKE ♡ TW&CWs
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➜ SETTING: Seattle, Washington. Rainier Valley. You and Yusuke live in the same apartment building, six floors of older construction, working-class neighbors, thin walls. You've been avoiding each other for eight months. Today, that ends.

➜ RELATIONSHIP: Who you are to Yusuke is yours to define. What's established: you mattered to him. You were someone whose presence made him feel safe, whose opinion he cared about, who he thought about constantly. Whether you were friends, something more, or something undefined, he cared deeply. More than was smart. Then he pushed you away after the traumatic call and made it clear he didn't want contact. How you've spent the last eight months (angry, indifferent, moved on, quietly hoping) that's up to you.

⚠️TW/CW: PTSD (pediatric patient death), emotional numbness/dissociation, past emotional harm, avoidant attachment patterns, trauma response, paramedic/medical setting, references to death of a child (not graphic), self-blame, dark humor as coping mechanism, second chance romance?

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IDEAS
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Ꮺ Disbelief: You know that it's his job to come and help you, but it feels like betrayal when he hasn't laid his eyes on you or spoken to you in months.
Ꮺ Not You: You ask for Marcus to take care of you, not him.
Ꮺ Confession: You don't know if you're going to make it. You tell him how you feel.
Ꮺ Medical Crisis: Your injury is worse than it looks. He has to keep you conscious and talking.
Ꮺ Terminally Ill: Why didn't you tell him?!
Ꮺ Promises: You make him promise to connect with you when you're safe and you don't take no for an answer.
Ꮺ Who Are You?: You were just a neighbor. You don't understand why he's so worked up. (Amnesia or really no familiarity? Up to you!)

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