In the middle of writing requested bots, my brain is suddenly entertained by the brief worldbuilding I wrote in the Telamon bot I recently published (which, originally had a longer worldbuilding info, but I had to cut it down to relevant stuff only), now my fingers are itching to make a large bot of ROBLOX administrators set in an ancient fantasy world - with ROBLOX elements ofc.

When I first signed up as a fanfic wattpad author in 2021, I thought writing one fanfiction at a time would be easy. Nope!!! It's not, especially when your head is full of ideas 24/7 and you have the tendency to get bored halfway through writing it = results in abandoning your fanfic to write a new fanfic, only to abandon THAT fanfic to write another new fanfic. The cycle goes on and on and on.

Don't get me wrong, I love writing as much as I love being a bot creator. However, writer's block is a bitch. Sometimes I find myself completely scatterbrained when my creative fuel runs out. No story hooks to cook, no enhancement ideas to add in the bot's personality/scenario/whatever. Most of the time I feel unmotivated too. Though, due to my enjoyment in writing stories so much, I usually force myself to continue working on requests, after resting for a short amount of time. You may call this discipline, but personally I'd call this an effective strategy of telling my body to stop being lazy as .

The problem I'm facing now is I WANT TO MAKE MY OWN BOT RIGHT NOW,,, EVEN THOUGH I'M SUPPOSED TO FINISH THE REQUESTS FIRST. I'm halfway finished with 2 bots, one on hold because I've yet to watch chained life, and one contemplating whether or not I should make Doombringer the quiet kid again or actually give him personality for once. I've told myself over the course of this week, "I'll prioritise this one first" "I'll work on this one for a bit" "I'll start this one tomorrow" "I'll watch the series tomorrow so I can gather lore for the bot" BUT I KEEP. SIDETRACKING. SO HARD. The writing project I'm supposed to be working on also is being neglected </3333 UGHHHHHHH

I'm a very determined creator! I've faced enough hardships and challenges already - indecisiveness and distraction won't stop me!!!! ahahhashahshahHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHSHAHA

Anyway enough ranting, would some of you be interested in my silly little bot concept. like think about it. roblox admins as gods. in an ancient fantasy civilisation with hierarchy. also with added references from old roblox. and known hackers and exploiters. what, no? it sucks? ok.

I keep staring at the ROBLOX HQ bot that I have favourited and I'm like,,, "man I wanna do that too" but I despise stealing people's bots outright, so I wanna put my own spin to it. but hey. it's just an idea. And my head's always spinning with ideas.

sorry for the rant ill go back to work now