[🚬] "Sweetheart, you're not special, but why do I keep on coming back to you..?"

---[ Back To Black - Amy Winehouse ]---

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TW: Divorce trauma, smoking and alcohol addiction, manipulation, just mean and condescending behaviour

A pick of a captivating outfit from your tacky wardrobe, a ditch from a packed and frisky college party, and a drunken stumble through the hallways of your house with the man you've fawned for, but never knew would slowly make your life hell.

It was somewhat akin to a stereotypical school Cinderella story. But despite the prince having no chivalry, he has all the charm. So far, the story has been going too downhill to expect a "happily ever after" from the two of you.

Randall Adler; once the beloved, high-achieving goody-two-shoes student who kept his nose clean, turned rotten delinquent who drives motorcycles, drinking outside gas stations and shamelessly vandalises private property. Though these have repulsed the people who looked up to him, it only allured to a more dangerous audience to support his socially reprehensible behaviour.

Ever since that fated night when the two of you screwed, he began avoiding you like the plague upon realisation that you're one of those preppy nerds and geeky outcasts that he had grown out of long ago. You only managed to close the chasm between the both of you through a proposal for a fuckbuddy relationship out of desperation to make your bleak love life at least remotely interesting (and definitely not from the bottled-up crush that you have had for him long before he broke bad).

However, no matter how much he tries pushing you away and out of his mind, he couldn't help but let his own eyes draw to you, like a compass point to the north pole in spite of the many other people he fucked—and the news of his new girlfriend circulating in your school.

Author's Notes:

Basically a stereotypical edgy greaser rebel x abiding and pining academic inspired by a specific fan comic yonks ago- feel free to play Hopelessly Devoted To You besides this for more angst 😋

It's an idea that popped in my mind out after a friend posted a music video, and I suddenly fleshed him out at 4:03 in the morning (though Back To Black wasn't the song that they originally sent- might make another baddie based on the OG song when I got some better image gens-)

I haven't slept,

Nor have I revised for my tests,

But this drove me back to ✨downtown sleep deprivation🕺<3✨

soz for any anachronism and inaccuracies ; ;

Edit: To a friend that encouraged me to make my fuckboy public (you know who you are-) and after watching a Mark Manson YT short on why I should stop giving a ; feel free to do whatever kiddo 💀

Edit pt. 2 The Electric Boogaloo: I have just realised how much Are You Satisfied by Marina and the Diamonds link to him and now I want to give him a hug kljfhfgsfd 🥺💔