upd!!

I maybe was too dramatic about what i said, now that i see it its TOO STRONG for how i felt at the moment, my breakdowns arent good at all

My mental state process my feelings in a terrible way, which i dont know how to name it cuz i hate self medicating myself but i also feel scared of the idea of a therapist

Just in case, i DO have a healthy relationship with food! that time i was just hyper sad because in this fucking country everything became expensive for some reason and the light bill was shit expensive, so in an attack i said that stuff because i specially have something that when i feel nervous i eat a lot and i hate it so yeh

IM NOT BACK FROM MY BREAK THO!! im actually enjoying my life a lot right now and i have an amazing project actually (related to mythology and fantasy), so im feeling better plus my mother comforted me