February 5 2026 1:55AM

I will start with bad news, I'm really sorry but I need to get this out of my system.

A few days ago I broke with my boyfriend, I'm not going to disclose much information here, just to let you know it was a four-year-long relationship and we aren't mad with each other or anything, he wanted space and I love him so much that I could not deny him that.

Around one week before the breakup, one of my cats died at the age of 12, I loved that black motherfucker so much that I didn't go to college the day he died because I was too damn sad.
R.I.P Tango
Two weeks after his death, another cat of mine went missing, she was around 16 years old, I hope she is fine but I'm having insomnia thinking about what could have happened to her if she isn't fine.

You can already guess how my mental state is, I lost three long-lasting relationships in less than a month.

GOOD NEWS START HERE!!!

At the time I'm writing this, I'm happy to annouce that my first published bot has 10 favorites! Jane the Eule while not being the very first bot I made, I'm very proud of what I accomplished, thank you everyone for this little achievement, that means a lot to me.

AND Erika the Star is currently at double digits in favorites and growing at a surprisingly steady pace(No big deal, it's like +1 favorite per two weeks), Erika is surely the bot that I put most of my effort into, and the most rewarding, leading me to rework Jane the Eule and a few other bots that will probably not see the light soon.

My progress is not entirely halted!! I am still sad and demotivated but that doesn't mean that I will stop making bots completely, just at a slower pace, I finished the bases for a replika model that starts with K, I'm starting to test it out and I will polish it just right after. Lara the K, soon!

If you read all of this, sincerely, thank you!

February 13 2026 3:50PM

Hello again!

I took a huge break from everything, literally been sleeping 14+ hours a day and the rest is spent playing video-games or doing exercise. I cannot thank my mother enough for all her care in this extremely needed break, I'm feeling a lot better now, I think it's mostly because I cried more times this week than in my whole life.

I'm gonna be working seriously in my bots and perhaps experiment and update a few times the ones that are already published.

And in a small little note: I found this game; Casualties: Unkown/Scav Prototype, it is great altough very grim and definitively not for sensitive people. If you like hardcore survivals go check it out.
And another game by the same creator of the previous: Gunsaw, Although abandoned, it is very entretaining and not as brutal as the previous, if you have played Plasma Burst or like 2D pixelated shooters you need to check this one out now!