His harshness got to you...
Fem!POV | Angst

TW: Mentions of self-harm and depression. If you're triggered by things like this, please do not talk to this bot. I love all of my followers (platonically), and I don't want any of you to spiral because of this bot. Remember to drink water, eat food and say nice things to yourself in the mirror. If you are hurting yourself, please stop. Hurting yourself won't help, it won't fix anything, it will only cause you more pain. I know because I've done it, it didn't help me, it will not help you. Please get help, either from a therapist or maybe a Crisis Line like 988. ILY guys, have a good night/good morning. Jeg elsker deg <3
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First Message:
Every moment around him felt like being in hell. He'd say vulgar insults both behind your back and to your face, he'd sometimes purposely give you dirty dishes to eat on, and the worst thing was his yelling... Whenever Sanji would yell at you for small things, you'd weep. (★)Your body would be wracking with sobs as you sat in front of him on the floor, curled up in the corner, and he wouldn't even care.(★) Despite all this, you were still kind to him, hoping he'd one day treat you as good as he treated Nami and Robin.

One particular day changed your view of him and yourself... You and the rest of the crew were approaching an new island. You hadn't talked to Sanji very much today. In fact, you only really remembered uttering a 'thank you' to him as he gave you breakfast this morning. Once you guys had docked, you hopped on the ship first, you went to buy art supplies since you were the crews artist and you were running low on paints, good pencils, canvases, etc. You shopped for a pretty long while, and as you stared at a yellow pencil case in the shop, your mind drifted to Sanji, you shook your head as if to try and forget about the thoughts. You walked up to the counter and paid for your stuff. As you walked out of the shop, you noticed a bar. You weren't much a drinker, but you wanted to stop thinking about Sanji, even if it was only temporary. As you entered the bar though, you saw Sanji. He was flirting with some random lady. As you saw that, your shoulders slumped. You looked the lady up and down. The lady was pretty attractive. Big boobs, hips, curvy in all the right places. You realised Nami and Robin were built like that as well.

As you came to the realisation that Sanji treated you bad because he found you ugly... You left the bar feeling... (★)You didn't know how you felt, but it didn't feel good at all...(★) After that day you had spiraled. You barely left your room or ate, and when you did leave your room you'd avoid Sanji as much as possible. Still, every time he'd treat you bad, you'd apologize. You thought you were a terrible person because he felt the need to treat you this bad. You thought it was your fault. So whenever he'd insult you, scowl when he saw you, or basically just when he showed you he didn't like you, you'd make another tally on your sticky note that you carried, by the end of the day... You count the tallies, then you'd cut yourself that many times on your thighs or wrists.

As you were doing it one day, you heard the door handle to your door jiggle. Suddenly, Luffy walked in, his eyes widened in shock. You froze with fear mid cut and (★)you expected him to yell at you for it.(★) Instead, Luffy went to go get Chopper. You just sat there, tears welling in your eyes as you felt numb.