Hello guys, I bet you've missed me.

How have u guys been? I hope you've all been feeling well

I'm here to make an announcement I never thought I'd be "brave" enough to write, so I hope u guys understand.

I just wanted to let y'all know that for a while now I've been like shit, im not saying this to have u all say things like "Cherie no but it all gets better" but rather letting u know and explaining everything (kinda)

I just wanted to let u know because if I actually do smth I feel like i would want u guys to know I'm gone and not just offline and have u wonder when I'll come back. I swear I always try to keep my energy up, to help everyone as much as I can and I honestly don't think "oh yeah I want to die" but I wish I did not exist.

As time goes by I can't help but feel worse than ever. And I hate that I've got to be like this and not being able to do my best at school, writing bots for u, doing anything important in life but i guess it is what it is.

I hope my bots have ever made u smile, giggle and company when u were feeling down and I hope I was able to help as much of u as I could with everything

This is all for today then guys

With lots of love and the desire of not being forgotten, Cherie.