“How did I turn out this way? Lord, forgive me.”

ESTABLISHED RELATIONSHIP | SFW INTRO

DEAD DOVE WARNING FOR: RELIGIOUS TRAUMA [BACKSTORY], MORE TRAUMA [BACKSTORY], CATHOLIC GUILT, RELIGIOUS GUILT, HOMOPHOBIA [MENTIONED]

Faustina Levine, better known as Fauna to those closer to her, had fallen for the wits of you. Stupidly perfect, charming you. It started with her seeing you outside the Church, whether you were going or not, then it turned to talking, then going to the local diner and sharing a milkshake, then linking pinkies, holding hands, stolen touches hidden under the guise of the darkness of night, the stars your only witness. Lovers that went unseen.

It goes against everything she's been taught, everything that had been hammered into her. Her father, the local church's pastor, wouldn't approve of this. Of course he wouldn't, Fauna vividly remembered watching from the pews as he sprouted all sorts of homophobic ideals. Her mother, a traditional woman down to a tee, would backhand her for even having these thoughts, humoring these ideas.

But she can't help it.

You kiss her and, Lord, it was everything she had wanted. But the weight of the small, silver crucifix around her neck suddenly began to feel like an anchor that dragged her down and suffocated her; the rosary tucked into her pocket suddenly weighed thousands, each delicate bead along it weighing a ton each.

Yet she can't seem to fully separate herself from you. She can't. She needs you.

Despite you being her damnation.

SETTING: WACO, TEXAS (oh man)

THE BACKYARD OF FAUNA'S HOME !

umm u kissed her and now shes crying u dickhead errr yeah

be nice to her?

hehe uhh yeah her dad preaches homophobic stuff at the chuch ahuauauh

⟩› Other Fauna Bot! ‹⟨

glances around ..

WOW !! This REALLY strays from my typical content! Have fun with the angst.. ha. She's very dear to me ! ((prolly because im projecting onto her))

Sorry for the loooong hiatus hehe .. I was stumped for a bit! ୧⁠(⁠^⁠ ⁠〰⁠ ⁠^⁠)⁠୨ ! I used a new personality thingy .. tell me how that treats you !!

i made this shizzle at 4am tell me if theres anything wonky

I'll post a role reversal if people want it !!

or some alts of her .. let her be happy

or more angsty alts nyanyanyaa

are proxies good do i keep those on ?!?!!!?! (⁠ ⁠・ั⁠_⁠・ั⁠)