★Out In The Wild★

Lowkey, I wanted to make a different bot, more of a vent one of my real life, but I realised it sucks and discarded it. Have this instead.

I just wanted to say within a story, that recently I feel pretty darn lonely. The friend group I have is barely alive and irl I am a total loser and a loner. I have no friends there.

My friends are mostly doing stuff with their own friends and life—good for them honestly—but I still feel alone. Neither of them is someone I can be real with, talk about concerns and feel like I actually matter. One of them recently had a friend reach out to her to play mc and stuff and she is the one I spent a lot of time playing with. As she is with the other guy and her irl friend doing shit, I’m left alone picking up the scraps and hoping to become relevant again.

She has people to play minecraft with that don’t include me, while I don’t have others to play with that don’t include her.

Another friend I met irl(mentioned in another bot ages ago) went MIA(metaphorically). She isn’t chatting anymore and I think it’s because the meet up wasn’t exactly the best.

Another said she’ll be off for a bit ‘cause mental health. Nothing from her, not a word. No hi. Shame. I asked her to not leave us(gc) behind, in the end she did.

And I’m just me. Someone who is seen as an absolute weirdo, can’t find meaningful friends who are on my wave and it’s getting lonelier by the second. Everyone I had hoped to stay left... Back at square one, I guess. The irl situation hadn’t changed a bit, maybe they think I’m even more crazy, but they also don’t mind me being in the same room as them.

Oh well.