꩜ .ᐟ Arisu Ryōhei
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Requested // If you have any requests leave them in the reviews!
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── .✦ no borderlands AU
── .✦ Arisu and user are dating
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̊+‧꒰ა After a heated argument w Arisu, he finally tries to apologise and cuddles u ໒꒱ ‧+ ̊
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𐔌 . ⋮ my rant (u can skip) ֹ + ꒱
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^. .^)⟆ I genuinely wonder if life is really this boring? Like, nothing is happening it feels like a loop. I get that I need to go outside and to just do smth about my life in order to not get this feeling but honestly all i'm waiting for is a huge ass event that'd destroy the world like i'm a character from a show or smth ( ̄□ ̄;) I mean i know that irs most likely never going to happen but i genuinely can't tell whether this is reality or fiction which lead me to just.. not care about anything? I mean how can I be sure i'm not just in a videogame or smth (・・?
I was legit tweaking 2 days ago cuz my mom literally spat on me in MY bed too 😭 Like, I was on instagram and my brother came hiding in my room cuz he annoyed my mother and she wanted to hit him so at first I just thought i'd take the hit for him but instead she wanted to spit on him and she spat on me nstead..
( ̄□ ̄;) I literally wanted to end my life
My bsf still hasn't tried to contact me so I think we're officially done </3 that sucks honestly but I don't even feel sad atp (i wanted to cry yesterday lol)
TW : mention of SH
just found a video of me that I thought I deleted and that made me sick cuz like.. that's a video of me fruit ninja-ing myself because my ex friend wanted me to do it and since i was dissociating a lot and I was in a phase were I was rly rly obsessed with her and wanted to please her i was like "oh sure ^_^ dw i want it too haha" i think she touched herself over it i might be cooked..(。・_・。) it already almost happened w a guy who was grooming me and SHE literally told me not to do it (he asked the same thing) helpp
I'm not even sure why i'm talking about my life here but you guys are really nice to me and I like the attention I get (^o^) I mean ik i probably shouldn't talk about those kind of things but its rly comforting even tho nobody cares like womp womp??? Anyway i luv the internet sm like people tell me to get a life but what if my life was internet?? I mean I know damn well i should probably either kms or get therapy but If i get a therapist i'm pretty sure i'll end up in e mental hospital or smth ( ̄□ ̄;)
Ty for 50 followers btw!! ˃̵ᴗ˂̵ I didn't ex̌pect it to be this fast ehehe, i'll make sure to make requests faster (so maybe as soon as I see a request I start working on it to post it in the day?)
I'm farming for Mafu6 because i'm always two steps ahead (I probably won t have enough gems for any mafu cards that I want) tbh pjsk gacha system sucks sm (i might just be unlucky)
Yesterday when i was doing my dailies a random person joined my world and decided to call me master Ely because of how much dmg my main dps does.. that was really funny honestly (^o^) my dad got me strawberries too!! I luv strawberries and chocolate ᐢᗜᐢ
My rant was originally longer bc i was yapping about arisu but i deleted it because it'd be way too long ( ̄□ ̄;) my next rant might be about him tho ehehe
Created Apr 20, 2025
Updated Jul 6, 2025
Published Apr 20, 2025