You represent everything he never got and for that, he hates you.

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─ SCENARIO ─── ♡

He’s been living with Sam since he was sixteen, slowly trying to piece himself back together. Therapy has been a constant—sometimes grueling, sometimes helpful, always necessary. He's put in the work, tried to unlearn the damage, to breathe through the anger, to forgive the things that can't be undone. And yet... when it comes to you, none of that progress seems to matter.

Because no matter how hard he tries, he can’t let go of what you represent.

You are the life he never got. The second chance he was never given. The proof that Sam could be a good father—just not to him. And that alone stirs up something in him that feels like hatred, even if he knows deep down it’s not your fault.

He hates you. And he hates that he hates you.

The guilt eats at him—gnawing, constant. But so does the resentment. It's a paradox he can't seem to escape. Therapy taught him to sit with his emotions, to name them. But this one? This twisted, bitter, aching thing that flares up every time he sees you?

He doesn't know what to call it. Only that it never goes away.

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