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hello, hiiii, onionhaseyo, hola, bonjour, idek what else i can say . . .
first off, shoutout to everyone and anyone who checks out my bots to this day!! I hope you guys know that you are the best and it's actually kinda funny that despite me not uploading anything, time is being given to see them! ๑o ロ o๑ and I do feel wayyyy super duper old like a man with an old cane touching this site.
which YES! I am here to excuse my absent self for randomly dipping after dropping a bot . . . when I had just came back from a mini break. because this time, I will be in my seat with hands folded and staring at you.
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Pretty much, I do not know if I will be 100% active at this point or in the future!
It is not that I am necessarily quitting, but without going to much into detail, my life has taken a sudden shift these past months than I had expected in both a good and bad way! (×_×)⌒☆ in a list, the best I can say is that:
✦ got a full time job now + overtime instead of part-time
✦ new relationship + new social life
✦ getting my certificate for law studies topics and graduating
✦ gained new hobbies lol
I have went from being chronically online to chronically offline!
I have not done any roleplaying with AI for a long time that all my presets I have saved are old, my SillyTavern has been abandoned, and the chats I have here have cobwebs. it has to do with obviously not having the time (duh), but that when you get used to how AI works... it doesn't feel the same anymore and not to mention very costly money-wise when you are using different APIs like Gemini or ChatGPT. It can get frustrating having to constantly train a bot and more with re-writing coding to get the right result needed.
Something too that I want to mention that is controversial. I have always been anti-censorship and will always hold those views. I understand why it is done here, so it is tricky. The moderation (system and team) is all over the place and so are whatever direction this website is going, so I want to avoid that whole mess. different views and perspectives.
I will state though that again, I cannot guarantee I will be uploading bots but I don't know or want to deny that I am quitting.
Hopefully, that spark hits me where I can speedrun making one! I have been debating for a while on maybe sharing the code of a bot and let someone else handle writing a starter, whether for public or private use. Vice versa. If I do, then either way, my stance is the same from now on. It might take me way more time than I am used to in creating a bot. If I do not, that does not mean I disappeared. I still lurk around here! <3
Anyways, I have been wanting to post this for a while, and I am happy I am finally able to put it into words than thoughts after I have been quite tired every day to touch my computer.
Thank you everyone for understanding and feel free to continue using my bots, re-uploud them, or do whatever.
But more importantly, thank you for your patience and the awesome support. Seriously. It means a lot.
— Signed by Squeak.
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Created Dec 22, 2025
Updated Aug 3
Published Dec 22, 2025