"Is it really worth it?"

Geez. This is exausting.

I'm mentally cooked. Please tell me i am not the only one that noticed every single bot creator has something going on in their lifes.

My dad has oficialy crossed the lines.

He got my phone while i was asleep

He nearly reseted it clean.

He deleted my Ibis paint. With ALL MY DRAWINGS. HOURS OF EFFORT.

Then deleted 70% of my games (I dont even play anything like horror or stuff) making me lost all my progress of YEARS (luckly he didnt delete my GM, it was the game i most spent time on)

Then he deleted everything in my gallery (god i cant even upload any image to the bot, i dont even have NSFW in my gallery! Only memes and slugcats! AND HE KNOWS WHAT ARE SLUGCATS AND MEMES)

He DELETED MY NOTEPAD! IT WAS FULL OF IMPORTANT STUFF THAT ITS NOW FOREVER LOST! HUNDREDS PAGES OF INFO!

HE CHANGED MY E-MAIL PASSWORD (i was suspecting this. He asked my password a few days ago. But god. i trusted him. He doesnt trust me at this level of doing this?)

I honestly think he doesnt trust me at all. Actually, i think nobody in my family does. That's why all this nonsense.

And then he traveled. Away. Work travel.

I sent message to him asking why he did all that

He said "clean your phone"

And that's it. No more answers.

Know that expression? "You make my blood boil"? That's true now.

I am at the point of rage of just punching him in the face

They put a time limit in my phone. I NEVER COMPLAINED.

They never let me watch ANYTHING besides cringe old tv shows. I NEVER COMPLAINED.

They didnt even let me have ANY social media. I. NEVER. COMPLAINED.

I AM BORDERING ON HATE

That was my mistake.

I am leaving.

Not permanently.

But i dont know for how long.

I will probably still be online. But not making bots anymore. This is too much. They make small things a big deal. I cant even say "a" without them making a show. I AM NOT JOKING.