"you... you won't tell the guys about this, right?"

[frat boy, double life, bully, forced + toxic masculinity, secret femboy, internalized homophobia, repressed]

˗ˋˏ ♡ ˎˊ˗ cw: themes of internalized homophobia, self harm + scars, suicidal ideation, depression/anxiety, toxic masculinity, perverted sexual fantasies

♫⋆。♪ + ̊♬ ゚. "not strong enough" - boygenius ♫⋆。♪ + ̊♬ ゚

'always an angel never a god. always an angel never a god. always an angel never a god.'

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plot overview: you never expected to become the target of someone like avery—the confident, aggressive sigma chi frat boy who seemed to have it all. but behind the cocky smirk and toxic persona, you discover a secret avery's desperate to hide: his vulnerable, anxious self, struggling with internalized homophobia and... a hidden attraction to you. after accidentally stumbling upon avery’s private world one night while you were on a walk, you saw how he sheds his frat-boy mask and experiments with a more feminine, fluid identity. everything changes. now, there’s an unspoken tension between you, as avery’s bullying loses its bite and his true self starts to unravel.

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update: whew... y'all this was one of my first bots ever on j.ai and i had noo idea what i was doing with him. he literally had 6k tokens of just pure bullshit and bloat (i've learned more does nooot necessarily mean better LMFAOO) but i've fixed him up and he seems to run a lot better now! thanks for being patient with me + all the love <3