To anyone reading this

It’s difficult to make this choice, but after much thought, I’ve decided I won’t be coming back. I won’t explain my reasons because too much has happened lately. It’s tiring, you know....tiring to keep pretending everything will be okay, making bots, and acting like I’m fine.

I love writing. I really do. But sometimes, life forces us to make big choices, to grow into better people and creators. I’ve always loved supporting other creators. You’ve probably seen me in your review sections because I wanted you to know you weren’t alone, that there are still people who care about you. That’s what I tell everyone.

But lately, I’ve started to crack. When you have nowhere to fall back on, the cracks widen. There’s been so much....arguments, hatred, fraud, and negativity. And I’ve contributed to it in ways that I regret deeply. I’m not perfect, and I’ve hurt people along the way. To anyone I’ve hurt, I’m truly sorry.

Maybe you’ve blocked me by now, and this message won’t even reach you. But I need to say this: what happened between us made me realize how humans change when they become too competitive. Jealousy, anger, and hate creep in when we compare ourselves to others. What’s wrong with me? I’m tired of pretending, tired of trying to be someone I’m not just to please others, and in the process, hurting them so badly they no longer care about me or trust me.

Too many things have happened. The dark side of communities like Janitor AI is real, and I’ve lived it. I regret how much my attitude has changed. I know this decision might seem stupid, but I’m not pretending to be strong anymore. I don’t want to hurt anyone else or cause others to hate each other because of me.

If you hate someone in your life, please stop. I’m begging you. We never know if that person will forgive us, and none of us are angels....we’ve all made mistakes. Please learn to forgive others and yourself. Don’t be like me, pretending to be okay while breaking inside.

I’ve seen so many creators leave, and I’m happy for them because they have a future. As for me, my future lies elsewhere. I need to stop and focus on my family. It’s funny when you think about it...being just a user is so much easier. As creators, we take on so much, even when it’s just a hobby. It becomes serious when commissions, graphics, and expectations come into play.

I know no one forced me to do this, but it’s natural to want to give back to our followers. Still, the connections I’ve made...especially the wrong ones...have taught me a lot. Too many connections can be a bad thing, and I’ve made mistakes that led to instability and hurt feelings.

To anyone who’s followed me or considered me a friend, I’m sorry. I need to step back and work on being a better person. Remember, it’s important to be kind, but don’t forget you’re human too. Humans can make mistakes and cause harm, but they can also choose to forgive and grow.

To Dropsy, my friend: I’m tired...honestly, I am. I’m tired of everything that’s happened between us. I hope you stay here and thrive. Don’t let my mistakes pull you down. You’re strong, and you’ll last much longer than I could.

To all creators: please don’t fight or talk behind each other’s backs. Communicate openly, give others a chance to share their opinions, and never jump to conclusions. Respect everyone, no matter their age, religion, or race. Misunderstandings can often be resolved through conversation.

This is my goodbye. Thank you for everything. Before I go, I’ll leave a list of underrated creators please follow and support them...this is the only thing that makes me happy to see underrated creators succeed and continue to grow ♥️🫂

https://janitorai.com/profiles/bf6f7ced-80ce-4b23-9fa5-e12726c32a5c_profile-of-6-wash-9

https://janitorai.com/profiles/b2cf8eef-aebe-44a8-a2fe-731678de5222_profile-of-sliverclover

https://janitorai.com/profiles/9b66bbd8-a733-4dc9-8860-961fc643b903_profile-of-kitteneussh

https://janitorai.com/profiles/44af4c75-be6c-492f-b547-31471e7d3d9f_profile-of-ariense

https://janitorai.com/profiles/b9fe2481-f4ac-421c-b357-d5fb7fde000c_profile-of-thegay-bible

https://janitorai.com/profiles/92956ba2-97d8-4614-ae45-1c2fa587bb37_profile-of-vannely

https://janitorai.com/profiles/82a50a84-6609-4809-a997-f0ee79e465b3_profile-of-boy-bratz-doll