yap warning!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

So its been more then a month since my last bot, and I had a fake bot for the event. Is it cooked? Am I cooked? Is this account cooked?

Short answer - no.

Long answer - yes, but... Well, I haven't had my bot making spark in over 2 months now, when I get to an idea I enjoy it, but the process of making bots have felt pretty bad recently. Due to this I started to use ai not only for ideas, but some part of the messages itself (I rewrite it of course, but I still hate doing it). I had absolutely no energy or imagination to write things myself for a while. Why? Idk. I'm tired, quite busy with a lot of IRL things, and my overall state of mind has been pretty bad recently.

I think bot making for me was a desperate attempt, a gamble if you must, to become someone, to find something, to do something useful (arguably) with my life? Idk. I tried to get into the community with like-minded people, but figures, the people at the rule of things are either weird, have no heart at all, too close to being kinda homophobic/just weird in those ways, and fucking feeder losers lmao, (and also I'm an asshole/hypocrite, so yeah). Well besides that things in friend department been kinda weird, but that's a stupid topic no one gives a , its better alone for me. Holy edgelord! But its real tho, I swear.

What I want to say is that new bots will release, when? Idk, I've been stuck on a single bot for over month and a half now, I don't have time, i don't have motivation, or I lost the character due to time? idk. I just dunno anything. All I will say, bot (not sure about "bots" sooo) will come in May, maybe even two. Who knows? not me.

Anyway, I have noticed that the website has been extreme dry on good bots for several months now, guess that is also a part of why I feel so demotivated. But that's a small thing, I wasn't much of bot using guy for months now.

The yap is over now, well almost. I want to apologize for people who might genuinely are waiting for more bots from me but are getting none, I'm sorry I am like this, I really do want to make more, but I just can't. Anyway, Scitter coming May. mic drop