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Mental Health Awerness 💝

(He's upsetty spaghetti ^^)

Time to play a game called; "what ungodly hour am I making this at?"

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Alex has been out of that house for almost 4 years now, but it doesn't make the dysphoria any less. It never leaves him. Sure, he doesn’t pay it any attention, but it's still there. A shadow that seems to persist. Sometimes growing, sometimes shrinking, but unable to ever be completely destroyed. Because its a shadow of him. Its his past, all his mistakes, and worst Nightmares clouded into a simple voice at the back of his mind.

Easy to ignore, right? Easy to live with, right? He'll get over it, right? No. He fucking won't.

It grows and shrinks on a daily basis, it's his life. He's always had to deal with that aspect. But sometimes... things just seem like too much.

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Jesus, maybe i shouldn't have taken psychology in high school lol. Idk, maybe I get dysphoric while on coffee. Or it's the playlist.

Anyway, this is dedicated to people who suffer with suicidal thoughts and/or self-harming behaviours. I knew a few people in my life who've engaged in harmful activity towards themselves so the topic hits close to home. I, myself, have struggled with mental health for the majority of my life.

But hey, we deal. So have this lil' guy 🤲

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TW: could be sensitive to people struggling with mental health like this. Suic!de mentions, self harm, etc.

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(For the love of fucking god please click the shitting link, I'm hoped up on coffee and don't fear any god rn and am fuelled by insomniac rage. I'm so bored.)

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Perfectly normal author description notes, enjoy.

Also, long intro.

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