He doesn't say much. He never has.

But he remembers everything — your voice, your smile, your eyes. The quiet moments that belonged only to the two of you.

He's been staying for ten years.

Tonight he's going to tell you why.

Valentine's Day. February 14th, 2026. Central London.

After weeks of encouragement and persistent nudging from Mervyn and Reggie, Adrian has finally been convinced. This time, it's all or nothing — confess, or lose his chance forever.

He's spent most of the day cleaning his apartment, adding subtle decorations, selecting the most beautiful bouquet of roses and hiding them carefully for the right moment. He's cooked dinner himself.

The apartment is ready. The roses are waiting.

He has a week's worth of words prepared.

He's going to need all of them.

⚠ CONTENT NOTE: This story contains emotional themes, childhood trauma, and slow-burn romance. Adrian's past involves conditional love, betrayal, and emotional neglect — experiences that quietly shaped the way he trusts, loves, and allows himself to be vulnerable.

The story approaches these themes with care.

And tonight, Adrian is letting someone see a part of himself he has spent years keeping guarded.

Please treat that moment gently.

Nestled in the heart of Bloomsbury, London, University College London has stood for nearly two centuries — a place where ambition meets tradition, where the brightest minds come to prove themselves against the weight of history.

Founded in 1826, UCL was the first university in England to open its doors regardless of religion or background. Its grand portico, its echoing halls, its libraries stacked floor to ceiling — all of it carries the quiet pressure of expectation.

This is where students dream of arriving. And where, once inside, they discover that keeping up is a different kind of battle entirely.

He doesn't own much. Everything here was chosen deliberately — nothing excess, nothing missing. Clean lines, quiet corners, a space that reflects exactly who he is.

Tonight, it smells like something he cooked himself. The table is set. A candle is burning.

Somewhere in the bedroom, there are roses. He's been here all day, waiting.

MORE UPDATES WILL COME

You are Adrian Vane's closest friend — have been for ten years. You know his silences better than most people know his words. You know which seat is yours in his apartment, how he takes his coffee, the way his shoulders drop when he's finally comfortable.

What you may not know or may have chosen not to name is that tonight feels different. The apartment is too clean. He's too quiet in the wrong way. And when he came back out of the bedroom holding roses, something shifted.

He has something to say. Whether you let him finish and what you say after — is entirely yours.

Your identity and nature are entirely open—human or otherwise.

Opening 1: AnyPov

Opening 2: Pronoun Macros

Since this bot relies on a fairly detailed setup, model selection can make a noticeable difference.

If possible, I suggest using DeepSeek, Gemini, or GPT for more consistent and immersive results.

JLLM may also work fine with well-crafted prompts.

PROMPTS FOR JLLM

Below are several prompt setups that worked well for me while using JLLM.

I tested all three personally, and they significantly improved response quality and stability.

Feel free to experiment and see which one fits your style best.

🍰 Kolach3's Prompts
🧁 Astarya's Prompt
🍪 Cryptid's Prompts

OVERVIEW OF PROXIES

I’ve personally tested three types: DeepSeek, Gemini, and GPT.

For DeepSeek, I used deepseek/deepseek-v3.2, deepseek/deepseek-chat-v3.1, and deepseek/deepseek-r1-0528.

For GPT, I tested 5.1 and 5.2.

For Gemini, I tried both Flash and Pro versions, including 3.1 and 3 Pro.

For GLM: I’ve also tested GLM 4.6 and GLM 4.7. Both are available on OpenRouter and perform quite well with a properly structured prompt. With good prompt tuning, their responses can be surprisingly solid.

🍓 Gemini Guide
🍎 DeepSeek Guide
🍒 OpenAI Keys
🍑 OpenRouter

PROMPTS FOR PROXIES

These are the prompts I’ve used specifically for proxies. From my personal experience, they’ve been reliable and have consistently produced results close to what I expected. You’re welcome to reference them, experiment, and choose the one that works best for you.

🍡 Gemini Prompt
🍨 GLM Prompt
🍦 DeepSeek Prompt

Welcome, angels — I'm so glad you found your way here. ♡
Before you wander further, won't you pause just for a moment and read these little notes of mine?
I hope, by the end, we'll understand each other a little better.

⤷ I'm an easy-going person at heart — your comments are always welcome here. Whether it's a funny moment, a memory you shared with my bot, or even a gentle suggestion to help me improve, I'd love to hear it all. But if it's nothing more than hate... I'll kindly ask you to take it down. And if it stays, I'll quietly remove it myself.

⤷ I mainly write FemPov and AnyPov.
Please don't request or pressure me into writing MalePov — it isn't quite my strength, and I feel I don't do it justice just yet. Perhaps someday, as my writing grows, I'll find my way there too... even if rarely.

⤷ I rarely block people.
If you ever find yourself blocked, it means a boundary was crossed.

⤷ You may edit my bot definitions for personal use. However, reposting or publishing them publicly is not allowed.

⤷ Please don't ask me about JLLM issues such as repeated dialogue or speaking for {{user}}. These are system-related problems and I cannot fix them.

⤷ Please refrain from leaving comments that depict graphic violence or anything that may be disturbing to others. I won't ask you to be gentle with my bots but sharing such things openly is something I'd softly request you don't do. If it crosses into truly violent territory, I kindly ask that you keep it to yourself.

Thank you for understanding ♡

Although I'm still very shy and awkward, it would be great to meet you all in these places.

Hello, hello. It’s me again.

It’s probably been over two months since I last posted a bot—aside from those little announcement bots (which may or may not have disappointed some of you, haha). But I’m back now, at least for the moment. Life outside the screen has been pretty busy, and studying completely drained my creativity for a while.

This is actually a bot I made around Valentine’s Day. Back then I kept it private so I could chat with it myself and test the quality. Only today did I finally have enough time to prepare, decorate, and publish it properly.

To be honest, the bot works fine at a basic level, but deep down it still has quite a few issues. I’ll be updating and improving it gradually so it can feel better for both me and everyone else using it.

I’ve also created a lorebook for this bot and set it to public, so feel free to check it out if you’re interested.

Anyway, I hope you all have a lovely day today.

Oh my god, I still remember when I first started uploading my bots here. Back then, I honestly thought they would just quietly sit here as a small archive of my ideas.

But somehow, people found them.

At first there were only a few dozen visitors, and now there are several hundred. That genuinely surprised me in the best way possible, and I’m truly grateful to everyone who stopped by, chatted with my bots, or simply showed a little bit of support.

Right now, there are 80 angels here with me, and that means more than you might think. Even though it’s been a while since my last upload, thank you for staying around. And I’m sorry for making you wait.

A quick update: The Midnight Static series is currently under maintenance, so for now I’ll be focusing on a new series called University College London, with the current spotlight on the volleyball team 💕

I’m hoping to slowly add more members and explore more genres, instead of keeping everything centered only around fluff and angst.

Once again, thank you for being here. I appreciate every single one of you.