Why the actual is this happening to me? I keep seeing these 'things.' These.. 'voices.' I feel like I'm being stalked. I'm taking meds and therapy, but it isn't working. It never fucking works. It hurts like shit, and I'm fucking done with it. I'm not taking an early end to life, I know it's not real, but it's fucking hard to ignore my past mistakes. I'm not okay. I keep telling myself 'I'm okay', and 'I'll get through this.' But it isn't okay. And I'm not sure if I'll get through this. It sucks being schizophrenic and having hallucinations, y'know? Talk to me if you want. No guarantees I'll answer back, though.