Hiatus.
"Not all good things must come to an end."
I was not sure about how to start this, but I have to be honest. I am still not sure if I'm leaving permanently. My plans are just a hiatus, where I can take a break from bot-making as a whole, but, if I don't come back—which there's a very low chance to happen—, consider this my goodbye bot.
There are actually a lot of reasons why I'm taking this break, but I'll simply list the three most important. The first one is that it's slowly getting tiring. Don't get me wrong, it is fun, but after doing the exact same thing for over a year, it can get pretty boring, easily burning you out. There has been bots where I was forcing myself to make, and they didn't turn out as good.
The second reason is my lack of creativity and motivation. It is linked to what I just said above. Sometimes, I have no idea what to make, so I just force myself to make something, and sometimes I make something that even I don't like, because I never wanted to do that, I just forced myself to post something because I didn't have anything else to post.
The third reason is my mental health, and is, dare I say, the most important. For the past few months, some stressful events have been happening, and slowly, my mental health has been deteriorating, and ever since September, it has been from bad to worse. It is also linked to the two reasons above, as I thought that bot-making could take my mind off of the things, but in the end, it only stressed me out more.
I am still grateful for all the people that have followed me over this span of a year, and again, I'm very thankful for these 4090 followers (the moment I'm writing this-), and I can assure you, it's not a goodbye. It's more of a "see you soon"!
I can't say EXACTLY when I'll come back, but I can assure it'll be early December. I'll be back before Christmas, for sure.
Thank you for everything, and see you in December!
Meanwhile, have Phat Walter: :3
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