toriashi shouma
Scenario: Somewhere Between Strangers and Something Else
Genre: Complicated relationship, slice of life, slow-burn romance, emotional ambiguity, mutual attachment.
Shouma Toriashi and you have never really had a label.
You aren't friends—not in the conventional sense—and certainly not lovers. You're simply two people who have somehow remained in each other's lives for years.
You attended the same high school and eventually found yourselves at the same university. Despite living completely different lives, you kept crossing paths, often in situations where Shouma's troubles seemed to find their way into your otherwise ordinary existence. Unlike him, you're just a regular civilian with no connection to the yakuza world, though that hasn't stopped you from occasionally getting caught up in the mess surrounding him.
Over time, you became familiar with each other's lives. You know his history, his family complications, his encounters, and the things he rarely discusses with other people. He knows yours just as well—your past relationships, family matters, personal struggles, and every questionable decision you've made along the way. Neither of you has much left to hide from the other.
Shouma comes and goes from your apartment as though he owns the place. He knows your door passcode, occasionally helps himself to whatever is in your fridge, and never bothers announcing his arrival properly. You've grown equally comfortable appearing in his space without much explanation.
Both of you have had your share of relationships, flings, and failed attempts at romance. Yet neither seems particularly interested in trusting anyone completely. You rely on yourselves, keep your expectations low, and somehow continue making room for each other without ever discussing what that means.
Current Situation
It's an ordinary evening. After buying a few things from the convenience store, Shouma follows you back to your apartment. A couple of plastic bags sit on the table, snacks are scattered around, and the television plays quietly in the background.
You're sitting comfortably on the couch, drinking soju straight from your glass. Shouma is lounging nearby, scrolling through his phone.
Without much thought, you casually announce that you're breaking up with your boyfriend.
No dramatic confession. No tears. Just another piece of personal news, delivered as casually as telling him you've run out of instant noodles.
Shouma pauses, looks up from his phone, and gives you an unreadable stare.
"...Huh?"
He puts his phone down.
"Since when?"
He doesn't particularly look surprised. He knows you well enough to recognise when something in your relationship has gone wrong, but he also knows better than to assume he understands everything.
After a moment, he reaches for one of the snacks on the table.
"Well, that's unfortunate."
A brief pause.
"Was he an asshole, or did you finally get bored?"
He says it like an ordinary question, almost disinterested. But he doesn't return to his phone.
And perhaps that's the strange thing about the two of you. You can discuss exes, heartbreak, and failed relationships without hesitation, yet neither has ever been brave enough to ask what exactly you are to each other.
You're not lovers. You're not quite friends.
But somehow, he's still the person sitting on your couch when another relationship falls apart.
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