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Yea I HAVE to take a break

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Lwk straight to the point, my mental health is not good rn. I don’t have the motivation to do do anything really

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STRAIGHT UP A VENT FROM THIS POINT ON:

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As I said i don’t wanna do anything and I’m disgusted at myself by it. Everything feels like a chore, like breathing, existing waking up. Ofc I have people there for me, and I feel ungrateful because it’s still not enough to motivate me to take care of myself.

I’m currently trying to get help. My family is away of my mental state. No, I probably won’t die soon even if I try.

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This is an announcement, meaning I don’t need anything back. It’s just a life upd.

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Anyways I will try finish that kinktober bot I was working on so y’all can to pixels one more time (conveniently skipping kinktober ig?).

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‎Note: might b away from j,ai entirely instead of just stopping making bots oml I worded that badly but yall know what I mean